Chasing Dreams Without Sleep - Chapter 18.
Title: Chasing Dreams Without Sleep - Chapter 18.
Author: alyssakitty666
Rating: NC-17.
Pairing: Jalex.
Summary: Alex needs a roommate, he's 100% straight. But then he met Jack.
Disclaimer: Blah blah blahh I don't own any characters and the title's from Lakeview.
Author Notes: Okay, so the story is coming to an end. Thank you all so much for your help and your comments, you all rock and I love you! And thank you for reading my first fanfiction, tell me your honest thoughts on it. (Continued at the bottom.)
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“Jack, I’m so bored of this. Can we please do something else?”
Jack frowned at Alex’s whining. “Can you just stop being so annoying?”
“We’ve been looking at new houses for so long, please can we take a break?”
Jack sighed. “Okay, fine. But don’t think you’re running away from this.”
Alex just rolled his eyes and grabbed the younger boy’s hand, pulling him toward the living room that had the bed they shared. Alex was wearing his new clothes that Jack got him yesterday. He was so grateful that he had him.
They were sitting side by side, and Alex put his hand on Jack’s inner thigh. The younger boy seemed quite annoyed though. “Jacky, I know what will cheer you up.”
“What Alex?”
The older boy just grinned and got up to get something. He came back with a disc in his hand. “We could watch this... if you want.”
Jack tried to hide his smile.
“Don’t be stubborn, we both know how badly you want to watch it.” Alex ended that sentence with a kiss on the younger boy’s mouth.
Jack closed his eyes for a moment, and opened them with a smirk. “Okay, okay. Fine.”
Alex jumped up like a girl to put the disc in the DVD player. He was so excited, and he knew Jack was. But he was too bitter to admit it.
Soon enough the screen displayed the couple kissing passionately, and Alex looked at his partner with a loving smile. “I love you, Jack.”
The younger boy looked at him with the same meaningful smile. “I love you too,” he said with a kiss.
Though they’ve only been together a few months (with one month apart) Jack still made Alex’s stomach swarm with butterflies. It was unbelievable how much they just, loved each other. It was like they were teenagers all over again, thinking they love someone and breaking up a week later. Not that either of them really experienced that, since Jack always knew he was gay and Alex was just a lame douche that no girls really wanted to talk to. Except Lisa, but she was insane so she doesn’t really count that much.
Alex’s thoughts were interrupted by a moaning boy, his eyes snapped to the screen and he saw himself. He watched his lover stroke him off. Hell, that was enough to make his dick twitch. He watched the crotch of his jeans grow and was embarrassed, he tried to hide it but didn’t do such a good job. Jack looked at him and giggled, moving closer and undoing the older boy’s belt. Alex sighed with a grin. He felt the younger boy unbutton his jeans and pushed them down to his knees. Jack reached into the hole in Alex’s boxers and grabbed his stiffened cock, he stroked slowly, teasing the boy. Alex let out a small satisfying sigh, he wanted more. “Jaaaack…”
It made Jack chuckle, Alex was always so horny. But it was sexy, so he was okay with it. And Jack liked pleasing the older boy, and he knew just how to do so. Jack rubbed a bit faster, and the older boy moaned with pleasure. Jack took his hand off and Alex looked at him with a look on his face that was screaming in agony, but the younger boy knew what he was doing. He lowered his head, kissing Alex’s hips and inching closer and closer to his manhood.
Alex was practically dying, he wanted Jack to finish so badly. But he was just taking his sweet time. “Fuck, Jack… Please.”
Jack loved teasing him, but mostly because he loved hearing the older boy’s sexy whine for more. He finally wrapped his warm, moist mouth around Alex’s dick. He bobbed his head up and down, going deeper every time. Alex’s head was in the sky, he was moaning Jack’s name as if they were the only people in the world. He knew he was going to bust, he couldn’t take it anymore. And soon enough, a warm and sticky substance filled Jack’s mouth and Alex went soft.
But now it was Jack’s turn. Alex barely gave Jack a chance to swallow before he pressed their lips together. He could still taste himself in the other boy’s mouth, which was a bit gross, but it also turned him on. Just knowing that taste was from Jack sucking him off was kind of hot.
As their tongues were going to town together, Alex slowly dragged his hand from Jack’s torso down to his crotch area. He undid his belt and reached his hand under his boxers, playing with his dick that was now stiff. “Mmm, Alex…”
Without letting go, Alex dropped Jack’s pants down to his knees and pulled his penis through the hole in his boxers. The younger boy sighed as his partner stroked slowly but forcefully. His breathing began to quicken. "Alex, stop teasing..."
The older boy did as he was told, and he bent down to stick Jack's manhood down his throat. Alex gagged a little as Jack's dick went deeper in his mouth. He was rubbing his mouth up and down, licking and sucking. Eventually Jack bursted with a deep moan and Alex had to swallow, which was his least favorite part.
Jack looked down into his partner's creamy coffee eyes and his stomach erupted into a warm cluster of butterflies. He smiled, knowing that he had fallen in love with the most perfect person.
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Lisa just finished lunch, and she had a visitor eat wither. Dr. Flyzik was so good to her, she first hated his fucking guts. But she couldn’t help get but become friends with him, he treated her so well. But she was sure he treated all of his patients this way. He always checked on her,making sure she was doing alright. And talked to her because he knew how badly she didn’t want to be here, how badly she wanted to just be home in her own room and not this stuffy bedroom in Brooklane. But she found it kind of odd that he was obsessed with Mickey Mouse. when he checked on her, he would give her a plush toy of the mouse and take it back when he left since she wasn’t allowed to have it with her. She thought it was really sweet and all that he was thinking of her, but still, he was in his twenties. Lisa managed to get over it though; she just enjoyed finally having a friend. Even if it was one of the doctor’s there. He was a professional so he always knew exactly what to say. She never even thought of Alex anymore. He occasionally crossed her mind but she didn’t feel like she needed him anymore, she admits that she still has feelings for him but nothing major like before. She told herself that when she gets out of Brooklane she’s going to move away, out of state, just so she can get away from him and totally get him out of her life and start over.
Lisa was so proud of herself that she got so far already,she’s only been here for a few weeks and Dr. Flyzik said she was on stage three today. She can leave her room and wander the building, just to get out of that room. Obviously she was grateful to have such a nice bedroom to stay in, but she was so sick of being locked in there for days. But to be honest, she was scared of leaving. She didn't want to be alone. But she didn't really have a choice, she felt numb. Lisa squeezed her eyes shut for a second, and she finally got off her bed. Her body glided across the room, and she was standing face to face with the wooden door that was now unlocked. Her shaking fingers wrapped around the handle and she forced her wrists to turn and pull her way through a doorway to a forgotten realm.
Everything outside of that room seemed unreal, though she'd only been in there a few days.
She walked into the hallway, and there was barely any decorations in there. Just some plain wallpaper. To be honest, she was kind of disappointed. She got her hopes up, expecting it to be a lot nicer. But it was no better than any regular hospital.
you're in a fucking hospital, what did you expect?
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"Alllleeeeex," Jack whined.
"Whaaaaaaat?"
"Seriously, we need to pick somewhere else to live. And by 'we' I mean you too."
Alex frowned, it's not that he wanted to live in this shitty apartment but he was really bad at making decisions, and he just really didn't feel like looking. "Okay, okay. Let's go."
Jack smiled, but mainly because he got his way. They made their way to the internet and Jack pulled up the website they were looking at before, he had actually pointed out a few nice places but Alex just couldn't make up his mind.
"Okay, here's a nice townhouse," the younger boy pointed to a cute place on the screen. "It's not that far from here either."
Alex thought for a moment, "townhouse? I don't know about that."
Jack sighed. "Why not? What's wrong with townhouses?"
"Well, I don't know. They're just small and confined. Plus we can't be that loud," Alex hinted with a grin.
Jack caught on, but questioned his thought. "But we live in this apartment and no one's ever complained."
"Because barely anyone lives here, this apartment sucks. No one wants to live here."
"Then why do you live here?"
"It's all I could afford at the time, I guess."
Jack didn't say anything, he just kept looking. He wants the best for Alex and himself, but they didn't have a lot of money to start with. The best they could do was another apartment, townhouse, or a tiny single family home. But Alex didn't want a townhouse, and to be honest Jack didn't either. They might have obnoxious neighbors. Jack also had some money saved up that Alex didn't know about, he wasn't sure how much he had. Maybe a few thousand, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to use it or not. And hey, maybe Jack would go to college and get a real job and actually support his partner. Then he saw a decent house. It wasn't too big or too small, it had two bedrooms, three bathrooms, and two floors. "Alex, look at this."
"Oh, yeah. That one's pretty nice. What about the price?"
"It's going for about 150,000$ total. But we could start by renting it for 400$ a month. That's not too bad, right?"
"No, not at all. We can do that, can't we?"
"I think so, yeah."
Alex smiled. "So? Should we call this guy?"
Jack nodded, and gave his partner a hug. "I'll do it right now."
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Lisa's been at her third stage for about a week now, and she needed to leave this fucking building. The voice was coming back, and she couldn't take it. But she didn't want to tell Dr. Flyzik because he might put her back to stage one in that dreadful room. She couldn't do that, she barely even left her room anymore. There was nothing outside for her to do, and she was being good. Why the hell wasn't she allowed to leave this building?
because, sweetheart. they know you're insane. they're afraid to let you out in the world again.
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up! You aren't real, you're nothing!" Lisa didn't realize how loud she was screaming until Dr. Flyzik zoomed into her room.
"Lisa? Are you alright?"
Shit. "Oh, yeah I'm fine. Don't worry." She forced a smile.
Dr. Flyzik didn't believe her, and the look on his face showed that really well. "Are you sure? I thought I heard screaming."
"Um, nope. I'm doing alright."
"Okay, if you say so." He closed her door again.
way to play that one off, he really thinks you're sane now.
"Please, just leave me alone. I'm not in the mood."
oh shut up Lisa, you know I'll never leave you.
Lisa chose not to respond, maybe if she ignored this dumb voice it would go away.
don't ignore me, I'm still here.
She stayed silent.
bitch, please. the more you ignore me the longer I'll bug you.
That was true. "Okay, okay. I'm sorry. I just want to get the hell out of here. And you aren't helping."
just pretend I'm not here.
"I fucking try but you never leave me the hell alone!"
hey, hey. don't yell now. you don't want Flyzik to hear you now do you?
This stupid voice was always right, and she hated it. "No. Just let me sleep."
Lisa was exhausted, it was almost ten at night. Everyday seemed to stretch longer and longer. Every pause the voice took, she's try to force herself to sleep. But it never worked, and she was getting so frustrated. The voice liked her just a little too much.
hey i'm not stopping you from sleeping. i'm just making noise, you're the one listening.
"You don't give me a choice. Whenever I don't listen, you yell at me."
fair enough.
Lisa waited, and her mind didn't speak another word. Did it really go away just like that? She must have conquered it, she was so relieved she almost laughed. But she took advantage of this opportunity and drifted off into sleep.
The next morning, Lisa woke up at nine o'clock on the dot. Now she had to go get breakfast since she was able to leave her room. But she didn't feel like it just yet, so she just laid there staring at the wall.
She didn't even realize it, but thirty minutes had gone by. Dr. Flyzik walked into her room. "Lisa, I have good news."
She hoped it was what she wanted to hear. "Yes?"
"You're officially on stage four. You can leave the building, there's a group of people going to see a movie tonight. You can join them if you want."
That's exactly what she wanted to hear. She grinned from ear to ear. "Okay, that sounds awesome! Where can I find them?"
Dr. Flyzik handed her a sheet of paper with the room number's of the people going to the movie. "Here, go find them and tell them you're going to join."
Lisa happily left her room, and was ready to search for everyone.
She arrived at the first room, number 54, and it belonged to someone named Vinny. She was so nervous. What if they didn't like her? Or what if they didn't want her to join? It took her awhile to gather the courage to knock on the door, but when she did there was an answer within seconds. A male answered the door, and he caught Lisa's eye. He had short, dark hair and a little stubble on his chin. "Hi," he had a deep voice. It was kind of sexy.
"Oh um, h-hi. I'm Lisa. You're Vinny?"
He flashed a smile. "Yeah, that's me."
"I was, uh, you're going to the movies tonight with a group of people?"
Vinny could tell how uneasy she felt, he chuckled. "Yeah, I am. Why do you ask?"
Lisa felt her face heat up. "Well, I get to leave for the first time tonight. And I was kind of wondering if I could join you guys, if that's okay with you and all."
He noticed her blush. "Yeah, of course you can. The more the merrier," he grinned and winked at her.
Lisa felt sick to her stomach, this was probably the most contact she's ever had with anyone other than Dr. Flyzik here."Okay, thank you!"
"Of course, meet us in the lobby at four pm sharp."
"I will!"
"Alright Lisa, see you then," he flashed a toothy grin before closing the door.
Oh. My. God. He was beautiful. And he winked at her, maybe it wasn't so bad here after all.
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It's been a few days since Jack called the guy who was renting the house. It seemed perfect, it was only three years old and it was in perfect condition. The house seemed perfect, it was in a friendly community, and there was a lot near it so they could get new jobs close to home. There was also a community college that Jack was going to enroll in once they got the money. It was perfect, everything was just perfect. But there was just one thing left to do. And Jack has been putting it off for quite some time now.
He knew exactly what he wanted to do with the money he had saved up. Alex was at work now, they figured they would get their last paycheck before moving out. It was perfect timing too, he had enough time to do what he had to do.
By the time Alex had returned home from work, he was exhausted. It's been awhile since he had been to the bowling alley, and he forgot how busy it was on the weekends. He worked a four hour shift today, too. But that's what he got for not showing up for a week and a half.
Alex walked through the front door, and Jack was in the kitchen with Chinese food. "Hey."
"Hello, Lexy how was work?"
"Tiring," he said with a sigh.
Jack just wanted to laugh, but he was trying to hard to keep calm. "Oh, well eat up. I'm sure you're starving."
Alex nodded, and reached into the paper bag to get egg rolls. "So, Jack. What did you do while I was gone?"
"Oh, nothing really. I missed you. I'm not used to you being gone."
Alex smiled, and finished his egg rolls. Jack eagerly handed him a fortune cookie. "Here, let's read our fortunes."
"Okay," the older boy thought that was kind of cute. He opened his cookie, and began to read. "I love you, Alex--" he cut himself off, and tears welled up in his eyes. He covered his mouth, and a sob escaped from his throat. "Jack, oh my god."
Jack blinked back tears of his own, he pulled out a box from his back pocket. "Keep reading."
Alex couldn't read anymore, he would just cry harder. He stood up to run around the counter and embrace his partner, Jack got down on one knee and opened the box exposing a 14 carot diamond. Before Jack could even stay those four words, Alex opened his mouth. "Yes, Jack!"
The younger boy grabbed Alex's hand, putting the ring on him. "I love you so much, Jacky."
The older boy lifted Jack to his feet and wrapped his arms around his neck. "I love you too, Alex. You mean so much to me."
Jack knew how corny he sounded, but he didn't care. And neither did Alex.
They sat like that for a few moments, Alex was a mess. He was trying not to cry, but he couldn't help it. He was so happy. He was marrying the man of his dreams. Jack was perfect, he was everything Alex could ever ask for.
The older boy finally got himself together, and pulled apart. "Jack, you know what this means right?"
"I don't know, what?"
"You need to tell your parents. It's already kind of too late. But I mean, better late than never right?"
The younger boy sighed, he never wanted to tell his parents. Now he had to tell him he was getting married, and he never even introduced them. How was he going to start this off?
"Call them now, you don't really have anything to lose really."
Jack didn't move. "I'm not ready."
"You'll never be ready though. Come on, I'll be here," the older boy grabbed his hand and winked at him. "I'll reward you when you're done."
Jack smiled and shook his head. "Alright, fine. I'll do it."
Alex handed him the phone, and Jack didn't dial right away. "Go ahead," the older boy urged.
The younger boy shut his eyes and dialed his parent's home number. When he heard his mom's voice, his stomach dropped. "Hello?"
"M-mom? It's Jack."
"Jack? Is that really you?"
"Yeah, mom."
"Wow, honey. I haven't heard from you in a long time, why did you call?"
"Well, actually. Mom, there's something I need to tell you and dad."
"Uh, alright. What is it?"
How the hell was he going to say this? "Um, the thing is. I'm uh, I'm engaged."
"Wait, what?" His mom's voice rose, and Jack it made Jack cringe. "That's awesome, I'm so happy for you!"
She was reacting a lot better than Jack expected, he hasn't talked to his mom in months and when he finally does, he tells her he's getting married. "I didn't even know you were in a relationship, who's the lucky lady?"
This is where it really got difficult. "That's the big news. I'm not engaged to a 'lady.' His name is Alex. Alex Gaskarth."
There was silence on the other end, and Jack heard his father in the background. "Who's on the phone?"
"It's your son," his mom answered her husband.
"Mom?"
"Yeah, I'm still here."
"Do you have anything to say?"
"No, honey. I'm not mad. I accept you, I promise. I love you no matter what. I'm just surprised, we haven't talked in such a long time and then you call me with this news. It's just shock, I'm sorry."
Okay, that kind of relieved him. "I know, I'm so sorry. I was just scared to tell you."
"It's fine, honey. I understand. Now, who's going to tell your father?"
Jack paused. "Welllllll, I was hoping.... you might be up for that."
Mrs. Barakat chuckled. "Of course, honey. I'll call you back soon, okay? I love you."
"Love you too."
That went ten times better than Jack could've imagined, he has very open-minded parents but he was just nervous. He hasn't talked to his mom in ages, he expected her to be really mad. But he was so lucky. Though this is not how he wanted to come out to his parents, it was the next best thing.
"I'm proud of you," Alex kissed the younger boy on the cheek.
"Thank you, I'm proud of me too."
"Well, are you ready for your reward?" The older boy smiled, and wrapped his arms around Jack's hips.
"Of course, but my mom is calling me back after she tells my dad. So I'll have to wait until after that."
"Oh, I think we can make it," Alex cupped his hands around the younger boy's face and crushed their lips together. Jack could tell this was going to be more dirty than passionate.
Alex ran his hand down Jack's torso and grabbed his crotch, rubbing it until he felt it harden. They made their way to the bed and Alex was taking control. He laid on top of the younger boy and started to dry hump his dick. They were both stiff now, and the older boy started to strip. He roughly tore Jack's jeans off, and he lifted his shirt over his head. Once they were completely naked, Alex grabbed Jack's cock and rubbed hard, he pulled a tad hinting the younger boy to stand up.
The older boy removed his tongue from Jack's mouth and moved his lips to his ear, gently tracing it with his tongue. "Turn around."
Jack was usually on top, so it was exciting and new once he was on the bottom. Alex reached for the box of condoms they always had handy. He ripped one open and rolled it onto his throbbing dick. Jack bent over, face down onto the bed. He felt Alex spread his cheeks open and insert his cock into his tight hole. The older boy started off slow, and went in deeper with every pump. Jack released a deep moan. ''Fuuuuck, Alex yeessss! Harderr!"
The older boy pushed deeper, until he bumped Jack's prostate making the younger boy whine. "Ohhhh god."
Alex knew he was going to bust, he let out a groan right before he filled the latex with his sticky white cum. He pulled out slowly and carefully.
Jack turned around and he was trying to catch his breath. He laid in his boxers on his back while the older boy cleaned himself off. Once Alex put his boxers back on, he joined the younger boy. "Well? Was it worth calling your parents?"
Jack laughed. "Yeah, it really was."
The older boy kissed him, this time it was more passionate. Right in the middle of their tongues being intertwined, Jack heard his phone ring and he jumped up to answer it. He kind of left Alex hanging, but this was important.
"Hello?"
"Hi Jack," said a deeper voice. Obviously his father's.
"Oh, hi dad." He didn't know what to say.
"I want to tell you how happy I am for you, I need you to know that I'll accept you no matter who you are."
Jack wanted to cry, he was so happy everything was going so well. "Oh dad, thank you so much."
"Of course I'll want to meet the fine fellow."
"Yes, of course!"
"We'll get together soon alright?"
"Okay! And know that this is not how I wanted to tell you. It was just so sudden and I was tired of keeping this a secret from you." That was kind of a lie, but anything to please his parents.
"It's okay son, I understand. We'll talk soon, yes?"
"Of course, thank you dad. Love you."
"Love you too."
The only word to describe life right now was perfect.
A/N: So, here's the story on why it took me so long to update. My mom found my story. I was writing it when she wasn't home, and I went to take a quick shower. She ended up coming home before I got out and then saw my story. I was right in the middle of the smut, too. So she freaked out on me, thinking I was some freak. It was awful, so everytime I got on the computer she was all up in my business like "Whatcha doing???" So I laid off for a bit and only wrote on my phone and when she wasn't home. She won't let it go either. She thinks there's something wrong with me. But I keep telling her it's totally normal to ship bromances she's denying it. But she'll get over it. She threatened to take me to therapy too oh my gosh. She was like "I knew you liked All Time Low but this is out of hand!" It's funny now, but I was mortified. So, yeah. I will be writing more, next on my list is a one-shot! But thank you all again, so much. I love you all for commenting and reading, be brutally honest when you're telling me what you thought of this story! I know it was horrible at the beginning, I didn't know what I was doing. It's my first fic ever, don't forget! But, yeah. Tell me what you think, please! I love you all so much, I'll write again soon. xoxo.
PS- this whole story is dedicated to the girls of alltimefanfiction.tumblr.com ; without them, i wouldn't have posted this story so thank you! xoxo.
Author: alyssakitty666
Rating: NC-17.
Pairing: Jalex.
Summary: Alex needs a roommate, he's 100% straight. But then he met Jack.
Disclaimer: Blah blah blahh I don't own any characters and the title's from Lakeview.
Author Notes: Okay, so the story is coming to an end. Thank you all so much for your help and your comments, you all rock and I love you! And thank you for reading my first fanfiction, tell me your honest thoughts on it. (Continued at the bottom.)
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“Jack, I’m so bored of this. Can we please do something else?”
Jack frowned at Alex’s whining. “Can you just stop being so annoying?”
“We’ve been looking at new houses for so long, please can we take a break?”
Jack sighed. “Okay, fine. But don’t think you’re running away from this.”
Alex just rolled his eyes and grabbed the younger boy’s hand, pulling him toward the living room that had the bed they shared. Alex was wearing his new clothes that Jack got him yesterday. He was so grateful that he had him.
They were sitting side by side, and Alex put his hand on Jack’s inner thigh. The younger boy seemed quite annoyed though. “Jacky, I know what will cheer you up.”
“What Alex?”
The older boy just grinned and got up to get something. He came back with a disc in his hand. “We could watch this... if you want.”
Jack tried to hide his smile.
“Don’t be stubborn, we both know how badly you want to watch it.” Alex ended that sentence with a kiss on the younger boy’s mouth.
Jack closed his eyes for a moment, and opened them with a smirk. “Okay, okay. Fine.”
Alex jumped up like a girl to put the disc in the DVD player. He was so excited, and he knew Jack was. But he was too bitter to admit it.
Soon enough the screen displayed the couple kissing passionately, and Alex looked at his partner with a loving smile. “I love you, Jack.”
The younger boy looked at him with the same meaningful smile. “I love you too,” he said with a kiss.
Though they’ve only been together a few months (with one month apart) Jack still made Alex’s stomach swarm with butterflies. It was unbelievable how much they just, loved each other. It was like they were teenagers all over again, thinking they love someone and breaking up a week later. Not that either of them really experienced that, since Jack always knew he was gay and Alex was just a lame douche that no girls really wanted to talk to. Except Lisa, but she was insane so she doesn’t really count that much.
Alex’s thoughts were interrupted by a moaning boy, his eyes snapped to the screen and he saw himself. He watched his lover stroke him off. Hell, that was enough to make his dick twitch. He watched the crotch of his jeans grow and was embarrassed, he tried to hide it but didn’t do such a good job. Jack looked at him and giggled, moving closer and undoing the older boy’s belt. Alex sighed with a grin. He felt the younger boy unbutton his jeans and pushed them down to his knees. Jack reached into the hole in Alex’s boxers and grabbed his stiffened cock, he stroked slowly, teasing the boy. Alex let out a small satisfying sigh, he wanted more. “Jaaaack…”
It made Jack chuckle, Alex was always so horny. But it was sexy, so he was okay with it. And Jack liked pleasing the older boy, and he knew just how to do so. Jack rubbed a bit faster, and the older boy moaned with pleasure. Jack took his hand off and Alex looked at him with a look on his face that was screaming in agony, but the younger boy knew what he was doing. He lowered his head, kissing Alex’s hips and inching closer and closer to his manhood.
Alex was practically dying, he wanted Jack to finish so badly. But he was just taking his sweet time. “Fuck, Jack… Please.”
Jack loved teasing him, but mostly because he loved hearing the older boy’s sexy whine for more. He finally wrapped his warm, moist mouth around Alex’s dick. He bobbed his head up and down, going deeper every time. Alex’s head was in the sky, he was moaning Jack’s name as if they were the only people in the world. He knew he was going to bust, he couldn’t take it anymore. And soon enough, a warm and sticky substance filled Jack’s mouth and Alex went soft.
But now it was Jack’s turn. Alex barely gave Jack a chance to swallow before he pressed their lips together. He could still taste himself in the other boy’s mouth, which was a bit gross, but it also turned him on. Just knowing that taste was from Jack sucking him off was kind of hot.
As their tongues were going to town together, Alex slowly dragged his hand from Jack’s torso down to his crotch area. He undid his belt and reached his hand under his boxers, playing with his dick that was now stiff. “Mmm, Alex…”
Without letting go, Alex dropped Jack’s pants down to his knees and pulled his penis through the hole in his boxers. The younger boy sighed as his partner stroked slowly but forcefully. His breathing began to quicken. "Alex, stop teasing..."
The older boy did as he was told, and he bent down to stick Jack's manhood down his throat. Alex gagged a little as Jack's dick went deeper in his mouth. He was rubbing his mouth up and down, licking and sucking. Eventually Jack bursted with a deep moan and Alex had to swallow, which was his least favorite part.
Jack looked down into his partner's creamy coffee eyes and his stomach erupted into a warm cluster of butterflies. He smiled, knowing that he had fallen in love with the most perfect person.
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Lisa just finished lunch, and she had a visitor eat wither. Dr. Flyzik was so good to her, she first hated his fucking guts. But she couldn’t help get but become friends with him, he treated her so well. But she was sure he treated all of his patients this way. He always checked on her,making sure she was doing alright. And talked to her because he knew how badly she didn’t want to be here, how badly she wanted to just be home in her own room and not this stuffy bedroom in Brooklane. But she found it kind of odd that he was obsessed with Mickey Mouse. when he checked on her, he would give her a plush toy of the mouse and take it back when he left since she wasn’t allowed to have it with her. She thought it was really sweet and all that he was thinking of her, but still, he was in his twenties. Lisa managed to get over it though; she just enjoyed finally having a friend. Even if it was one of the doctor’s there. He was a professional so he always knew exactly what to say. She never even thought of Alex anymore. He occasionally crossed her mind but she didn’t feel like she needed him anymore, she admits that she still has feelings for him but nothing major like before. She told herself that when she gets out of Brooklane she’s going to move away, out of state, just so she can get away from him and totally get him out of her life and start over.
Lisa was so proud of herself that she got so far already,she’s only been here for a few weeks and Dr. Flyzik said she was on stage three today. She can leave her room and wander the building, just to get out of that room. Obviously she was grateful to have such a nice bedroom to stay in, but she was so sick of being locked in there for days. But to be honest, she was scared of leaving. She didn't want to be alone. But she didn't really have a choice, she felt numb. Lisa squeezed her eyes shut for a second, and she finally got off her bed. Her body glided across the room, and she was standing face to face with the wooden door that was now unlocked. Her shaking fingers wrapped around the handle and she forced her wrists to turn and pull her way through a doorway to a forgotten realm.
Everything outside of that room seemed unreal, though she'd only been in there a few days.
She walked into the hallway, and there was barely any decorations in there. Just some plain wallpaper. To be honest, she was kind of disappointed. She got her hopes up, expecting it to be a lot nicer. But it was no better than any regular hospital.
you're in a fucking hospital, what did you expect?
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"Alllleeeeex," Jack whined.
"Whaaaaaaat?"
"Seriously, we need to pick somewhere else to live. And by 'we' I mean you too."
Alex frowned, it's not that he wanted to live in this shitty apartment but he was really bad at making decisions, and he just really didn't feel like looking. "Okay, okay. Let's go."
Jack smiled, but mainly because he got his way. They made their way to the internet and Jack pulled up the website they were looking at before, he had actually pointed out a few nice places but Alex just couldn't make up his mind.
"Okay, here's a nice townhouse," the younger boy pointed to a cute place on the screen. "It's not that far from here either."
Alex thought for a moment, "townhouse? I don't know about that."
Jack sighed. "Why not? What's wrong with townhouses?"
"Well, I don't know. They're just small and confined. Plus we can't be that loud," Alex hinted with a grin.
Jack caught on, but questioned his thought. "But we live in this apartment and no one's ever complained."
"Because barely anyone lives here, this apartment sucks. No one wants to live here."
"Then why do you live here?"
"It's all I could afford at the time, I guess."
Jack didn't say anything, he just kept looking. He wants the best for Alex and himself, but they didn't have a lot of money to start with. The best they could do was another apartment, townhouse, or a tiny single family home. But Alex didn't want a townhouse, and to be honest Jack didn't either. They might have obnoxious neighbors. Jack also had some money saved up that Alex didn't know about, he wasn't sure how much he had. Maybe a few thousand, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to use it or not. And hey, maybe Jack would go to college and get a real job and actually support his partner. Then he saw a decent house. It wasn't too big or too small, it had two bedrooms, three bathrooms, and two floors. "Alex, look at this."
"Oh, yeah. That one's pretty nice. What about the price?"
"It's going for about 150,000$ total. But we could start by renting it for 400$ a month. That's not too bad, right?"
"No, not at all. We can do that, can't we?"
"I think so, yeah."
Alex smiled. "So? Should we call this guy?"
Jack nodded, and gave his partner a hug. "I'll do it right now."
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Lisa's been at her third stage for about a week now, and she needed to leave this fucking building. The voice was coming back, and she couldn't take it. But she didn't want to tell Dr. Flyzik because he might put her back to stage one in that dreadful room. She couldn't do that, she barely even left her room anymore. There was nothing outside for her to do, and she was being good. Why the hell wasn't she allowed to leave this building?
because, sweetheart. they know you're insane. they're afraid to let you out in the world again.
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up! You aren't real, you're nothing!" Lisa didn't realize how loud she was screaming until Dr. Flyzik zoomed into her room.
"Lisa? Are you alright?"
Shit. "Oh, yeah I'm fine. Don't worry." She forced a smile.
Dr. Flyzik didn't believe her, and the look on his face showed that really well. "Are you sure? I thought I heard screaming."
"Um, nope. I'm doing alright."
"Okay, if you say so." He closed her door again.
way to play that one off, he really thinks you're sane now.
"Please, just leave me alone. I'm not in the mood."
oh shut up Lisa, you know I'll never leave you.
Lisa chose not to respond, maybe if she ignored this dumb voice it would go away.
don't ignore me, I'm still here.
She stayed silent.
bitch, please. the more you ignore me the longer I'll bug you.
That was true. "Okay, okay. I'm sorry. I just want to get the hell out of here. And you aren't helping."
just pretend I'm not here.
"I fucking try but you never leave me the hell alone!"
hey, hey. don't yell now. you don't want Flyzik to hear you now do you?
This stupid voice was always right, and she hated it. "No. Just let me sleep."
Lisa was exhausted, it was almost ten at night. Everyday seemed to stretch longer and longer. Every pause the voice took, she's try to force herself to sleep. But it never worked, and she was getting so frustrated. The voice liked her just a little too much.
hey i'm not stopping you from sleeping. i'm just making noise, you're the one listening.
"You don't give me a choice. Whenever I don't listen, you yell at me."
fair enough.
Lisa waited, and her mind didn't speak another word. Did it really go away just like that? She must have conquered it, she was so relieved she almost laughed. But she took advantage of this opportunity and drifted off into sleep.
The next morning, Lisa woke up at nine o'clock on the dot. Now she had to go get breakfast since she was able to leave her room. But she didn't feel like it just yet, so she just laid there staring at the wall.
She didn't even realize it, but thirty minutes had gone by. Dr. Flyzik walked into her room. "Lisa, I have good news."
She hoped it was what she wanted to hear. "Yes?"
"You're officially on stage four. You can leave the building, there's a group of people going to see a movie tonight. You can join them if you want."
That's exactly what she wanted to hear. She grinned from ear to ear. "Okay, that sounds awesome! Where can I find them?"
Dr. Flyzik handed her a sheet of paper with the room number's of the people going to the movie. "Here, go find them and tell them you're going to join."
Lisa happily left her room, and was ready to search for everyone.
She arrived at the first room, number 54, and it belonged to someone named Vinny. She was so nervous. What if they didn't like her? Or what if they didn't want her to join? It took her awhile to gather the courage to knock on the door, but when she did there was an answer within seconds. A male answered the door, and he caught Lisa's eye. He had short, dark hair and a little stubble on his chin. "Hi," he had a deep voice. It was kind of sexy.
"Oh um, h-hi. I'm Lisa. You're Vinny?"
He flashed a smile. "Yeah, that's me."
"I was, uh, you're going to the movies tonight with a group of people?"
Vinny could tell how uneasy she felt, he chuckled. "Yeah, I am. Why do you ask?"
Lisa felt her face heat up. "Well, I get to leave for the first time tonight. And I was kind of wondering if I could join you guys, if that's okay with you and all."
He noticed her blush. "Yeah, of course you can. The more the merrier," he grinned and winked at her.
Lisa felt sick to her stomach, this was probably the most contact she's ever had with anyone other than Dr. Flyzik here."Okay, thank you!"
"Of course, meet us in the lobby at four pm sharp."
"I will!"
"Alright Lisa, see you then," he flashed a toothy grin before closing the door.
Oh. My. God. He was beautiful. And he winked at her, maybe it wasn't so bad here after all.
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It's been a few days since Jack called the guy who was renting the house. It seemed perfect, it was only three years old and it was in perfect condition. The house seemed perfect, it was in a friendly community, and there was a lot near it so they could get new jobs close to home. There was also a community college that Jack was going to enroll in once they got the money. It was perfect, everything was just perfect. But there was just one thing left to do. And Jack has been putting it off for quite some time now.
He knew exactly what he wanted to do with the money he had saved up. Alex was at work now, they figured they would get their last paycheck before moving out. It was perfect timing too, he had enough time to do what he had to do.
By the time Alex had returned home from work, he was exhausted. It's been awhile since he had been to the bowling alley, and he forgot how busy it was on the weekends. He worked a four hour shift today, too. But that's what he got for not showing up for a week and a half.
Alex walked through the front door, and Jack was in the kitchen with Chinese food. "Hey."
"Hello, Lexy how was work?"
"Tiring," he said with a sigh.
Jack just wanted to laugh, but he was trying to hard to keep calm. "Oh, well eat up. I'm sure you're starving."
Alex nodded, and reached into the paper bag to get egg rolls. "So, Jack. What did you do while I was gone?"
"Oh, nothing really. I missed you. I'm not used to you being gone."
Alex smiled, and finished his egg rolls. Jack eagerly handed him a fortune cookie. "Here, let's read our fortunes."
"Okay," the older boy thought that was kind of cute. He opened his cookie, and began to read. "I love you, Alex--" he cut himself off, and tears welled up in his eyes. He covered his mouth, and a sob escaped from his throat. "Jack, oh my god."
Jack blinked back tears of his own, he pulled out a box from his back pocket. "Keep reading."
Alex couldn't read anymore, he would just cry harder. He stood up to run around the counter and embrace his partner, Jack got down on one knee and opened the box exposing a 14 carot diamond. Before Jack could even stay those four words, Alex opened his mouth. "Yes, Jack!"
The younger boy grabbed Alex's hand, putting the ring on him. "I love you so much, Jacky."
The older boy lifted Jack to his feet and wrapped his arms around his neck. "I love you too, Alex. You mean so much to me."
Jack knew how corny he sounded, but he didn't care. And neither did Alex.
They sat like that for a few moments, Alex was a mess. He was trying not to cry, but he couldn't help it. He was so happy. He was marrying the man of his dreams. Jack was perfect, he was everything Alex could ever ask for.
The older boy finally got himself together, and pulled apart. "Jack, you know what this means right?"
"I don't know, what?"
"You need to tell your parents. It's already kind of too late. But I mean, better late than never right?"
The younger boy sighed, he never wanted to tell his parents. Now he had to tell him he was getting married, and he never even introduced them. How was he going to start this off?
"Call them now, you don't really have anything to lose really."
Jack didn't move. "I'm not ready."
"You'll never be ready though. Come on, I'll be here," the older boy grabbed his hand and winked at him. "I'll reward you when you're done."
Jack smiled and shook his head. "Alright, fine. I'll do it."
Alex handed him the phone, and Jack didn't dial right away. "Go ahead," the older boy urged.
The younger boy shut his eyes and dialed his parent's home number. When he heard his mom's voice, his stomach dropped. "Hello?"
"M-mom? It's Jack."
"Jack? Is that really you?"
"Yeah, mom."
"Wow, honey. I haven't heard from you in a long time, why did you call?"
"Well, actually. Mom, there's something I need to tell you and dad."
"Uh, alright. What is it?"
How the hell was he going to say this? "Um, the thing is. I'm uh, I'm engaged."
"Wait, what?" His mom's voice rose, and Jack it made Jack cringe. "That's awesome, I'm so happy for you!"
She was reacting a lot better than Jack expected, he hasn't talked to his mom in months and when he finally does, he tells her he's getting married. "I didn't even know you were in a relationship, who's the lucky lady?"
This is where it really got difficult. "That's the big news. I'm not engaged to a 'lady.' His name is Alex. Alex Gaskarth."
There was silence on the other end, and Jack heard his father in the background. "Who's on the phone?"
"It's your son," his mom answered her husband.
"Mom?"
"Yeah, I'm still here."
"Do you have anything to say?"
"No, honey. I'm not mad. I accept you, I promise. I love you no matter what. I'm just surprised, we haven't talked in such a long time and then you call me with this news. It's just shock, I'm sorry."
Okay, that kind of relieved him. "I know, I'm so sorry. I was just scared to tell you."
"It's fine, honey. I understand. Now, who's going to tell your father?"
Jack paused. "Welllllll, I was hoping.... you might be up for that."
Mrs. Barakat chuckled. "Of course, honey. I'll call you back soon, okay? I love you."
"Love you too."
That went ten times better than Jack could've imagined, he has very open-minded parents but he was just nervous. He hasn't talked to his mom in ages, he expected her to be really mad. But he was so lucky. Though this is not how he wanted to come out to his parents, it was the next best thing.
"I'm proud of you," Alex kissed the younger boy on the cheek.
"Thank you, I'm proud of me too."
"Well, are you ready for your reward?" The older boy smiled, and wrapped his arms around Jack's hips.
"Of course, but my mom is calling me back after she tells my dad. So I'll have to wait until after that."
"Oh, I think we can make it," Alex cupped his hands around the younger boy's face and crushed their lips together. Jack could tell this was going to be more dirty than passionate.
Alex ran his hand down Jack's torso and grabbed his crotch, rubbing it until he felt it harden. They made their way to the bed and Alex was taking control. He laid on top of the younger boy and started to dry hump his dick. They were both stiff now, and the older boy started to strip. He roughly tore Jack's jeans off, and he lifted his shirt over his head. Once they were completely naked, Alex grabbed Jack's cock and rubbed hard, he pulled a tad hinting the younger boy to stand up.
The older boy removed his tongue from Jack's mouth and moved his lips to his ear, gently tracing it with his tongue. "Turn around."
Jack was usually on top, so it was exciting and new once he was on the bottom. Alex reached for the box of condoms they always had handy. He ripped one open and rolled it onto his throbbing dick. Jack bent over, face down onto the bed. He felt Alex spread his cheeks open and insert his cock into his tight hole. The older boy started off slow, and went in deeper with every pump. Jack released a deep moan. ''Fuuuuck, Alex yeessss! Harderr!"
The older boy pushed deeper, until he bumped Jack's prostate making the younger boy whine. "Ohhhh god."
Alex knew he was going to bust, he let out a groan right before he filled the latex with his sticky white cum. He pulled out slowly and carefully.
Jack turned around and he was trying to catch his breath. He laid in his boxers on his back while the older boy cleaned himself off. Once Alex put his boxers back on, he joined the younger boy. "Well? Was it worth calling your parents?"
Jack laughed. "Yeah, it really was."
The older boy kissed him, this time it was more passionate. Right in the middle of their tongues being intertwined, Jack heard his phone ring and he jumped up to answer it. He kind of left Alex hanging, but this was important.
"Hello?"
"Hi Jack," said a deeper voice. Obviously his father's.
"Oh, hi dad." He didn't know what to say.
"I want to tell you how happy I am for you, I need you to know that I'll accept you no matter who you are."
Jack wanted to cry, he was so happy everything was going so well. "Oh dad, thank you so much."
"Of course I'll want to meet the fine fellow."
"Yes, of course!"
"We'll get together soon alright?"
"Okay! And know that this is not how I wanted to tell you. It was just so sudden and I was tired of keeping this a secret from you." That was kind of a lie, but anything to please his parents.
"It's okay son, I understand. We'll talk soon, yes?"
"Of course, thank you dad. Love you."
"Love you too."
The only word to describe life right now was perfect.
A/N: So, here's the story on why it took me so long to update. My mom found my story. I was writing it when she wasn't home, and I went to take a quick shower. She ended up coming home before I got out and then saw my story. I was right in the middle of the smut, too. So she freaked out on me, thinking I was some freak. It was awful, so everytime I got on the computer she was all up in my business like "Whatcha doing???" So I laid off for a bit and only wrote on my phone and when she wasn't home. She won't let it go either. She thinks there's something wrong with me. But I keep telling her it's totally normal to ship bromances she's denying it. But she'll get over it. She threatened to take me to therapy too oh my gosh. She was like "I knew you liked All Time Low but this is out of hand!" It's funny now, but I was mortified. So, yeah. I will be writing more, next on my list is a one-shot! But thank you all again, so much. I love you all for commenting and reading, be brutally honest when you're telling me what you thought of this story! I know it was horrible at the beginning, I didn't know what I was doing. It's my first fic ever, don't forget! But, yeah. Tell me what you think, please! I love you all so much, I'll write again soon. xoxo.
PS- this whole story is dedicated to the girls of alltimefanfiction.tumblr.com ; without them, i wouldn't have posted this story so thank you! xoxo.