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Ok ok ok... Kayla says I need to update. What should I talk about. Hm, maybe that Magic Wok never gives me hours and I have like 400 Christmas presents to buy so I need the freakin' money? All because I can't drive. Fuck it. On the bright side... IT SNOWED. Thanksgiving was fun with my family and then with John's.. although I have more fun with John's. For example: my mom and I got in a big fight today because she was yelling and getting all upset that I didn't fold the cereal box in the garbage and she had just emptied it. wow. She actually started yelling. That and the fact I leave my coat outside my bedroom door sometimes. And she wonders why I want to leave so often. I could be being yelled at for smoking pot or something, but no.. I'm yelled at for garbage. Wow. I just wish they knew what a good daughter I am and how bad I could be. Although I did have more fun with John's family, I had a good time playing 25,000 dollar pyramid with the aunts and cousins. I miss that stuff. Caitlin's home from college.. transferring to BW this semester and Jen's in New York City... doing what I want to do. Everyone's growing up. Yesterday we got the tree and good thing John came with us so I could have fun freezing my ass off with someone else. Had another psychiatrist appointment Thursday. She says that my medicine isn't working or something and my parents came in with me and that was sweet cause she tried to blame it on my mom and my mom thinks too much and so now she probably thinks everything is her fault. And she says I'm describing a lot of dissociation or whatever. Basically.. separation from the world. And that's weird, cause that's not me. And she says it might not be side effect of the medicine. SO WHAT AM I TAKING THE MEDICINE FOR THEN!! I don't understand. Anyways... I'm getting my hair cut this Thursday. Short. :) Layers and like.. messy and longer in the front then in the back.. but like shoulder length. Not the stupid scenester haircut. But I'm excited, I need a change.