Therapy Required (1/?)
Title: Therapy Required
Author: Alex aka alltimelow09876
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Lex Barakat & Alex Gaskarth
POV: Lex
Disclaimer: I don't own these boys.
This story is fake.
A/N This is my first story please be nice.
Break out break out as we escape through the window head for the car and never look back singing singing, break out break out..
I woke up to the sound of my phone going off, I rolled over in my bed and reached for the nightstand, I looked at my phone, it was Alex.
Mm.. hello?
Morning babe said Alex
Oh good morning
Did I wake you up?
Yeah , its okay I had to get up anyway, I was going to miss my bus if I didn’t
Okay, well I’ll see you at school my mom is driving me today.
Kay.
Love you Alex,
Love you too. I said before hanging up.
I knew from the moment I got up that today was not going to be a good day, I didn’t know why, but I just had this feeling. I finally got out of bed and got into the shower, I let the warm water run down my back for a while, finished my shower and got out raping my towel around my torso and stepped out of the shower. I walked out of the bathroom and down the hall into my room; I pulled on a pair of red skinny jeans, with my black studded belt, a black tank top and my gray ‘dirty word’ JAGK shirt. I ran a brush through my hair, decided I didn’t feel like straightening it so I pulled it into a messy bun. I pulled on my Hopeless Records hoddie, put on my black sneakers and jammed my headphones into my ears. I was half way out the door before I realized I forgot my backpack and keys, I walked back up to my room and quickly grabbed my bag, keys and my phone, then ran back out the door.
I made it to my bus just in time. I walked onto the bus and made my way to the back and sat down. The bus started moving again and I turned my music up a little louder to block out all the noise, you know for this early in the morning people are pretty damn loud. We finally got to school and as usually I slowly walked off the bus and through the front doors, walking to my locker.
Hey Alex
Alex?
ALEXANDRA!? Yelled Alex
Huh, I asked pulling my head phones out of my ears.
I was trying to say tell you something, but your music was so damn loud you couldn’t hear me.
Sorry, I’m not in a good mood. I scoffed
I can tell.
C’mon don’t start with me today Alex.
I’m not Alex.
What ever. What did you want to say?
I just wanted to tell you that I missed you, and wanted to know if you wanted to come over today, Rian and Zack are gonna be there, it’ll be just like old times..
Yeah, sure Alex.
Great, Rian’s mom let him use the car today so he said he’ll drive us .
Kay, Shit look what time it is, I gotta go I’m gonna be late for film production!
Kay love you
Love you too, I said kissing him quickly
I ran to film and made it just after the bell rang. Damn, I though to myself knowing Mrs. Patron would have something to say about it, but oddly enough she didn’t . I made my way to my seat and sat down before she even started attendance, maybe today wasn’t going to be so bad after all I though to myself. I kinda have this annoying habit of clicking my pen when I get bored and today I was bored out of my mind, and I off I went clicking my pen. After like the fifth or sixth time I did it Rian turned around a grabbed the pen from my hand.
What the fuck dude? I snapped at him
I can’t concentrate with you clicking that pen.
sorry, dude I said taking my pen back from him
I suffered through the rest of the day trying not to get mad at anyone. When the bell finally rang I was the first one out the door. I walked to my locker, opened it, put some books away and took the ones I needed for my homework. I pulled my phone out of my bag and texted my brother, Jay and told him that I was going to hang out with Alex, Zack and Rian after school and I would be home later. I met up with Alex in the quad while we waited for Zack and Rian. The next thing I knew my phone was going off, I look to see who it was Jack . I answered it.
Hey Jack, what’s up?
Alex.. don’t freak out but Jay is in the hospital
Are you serious I said starting to cry..
Yeah, kiddo.. I am..
Oh my god… ill be right there.
By the time I hung up I was in hysterics. How could Jay be in the hospital.. I turned around to see Alex Zack and Rian staring at me. Alex walked over to me and opened his arms, I didn’t move, so he came and wrapped his arms around me. I put my head in the crook of his neck and sobbed. When I was finally able to talk again I told them that Jay was in the hospital and I had to get there now. Rian told me that he would drive me. I didn’t say I thing the whole ride over. I just sat in the back seat head buried in Alex’s chest. He just sat there and hugged him until we finally made it to the hospital. Rian parked the car and we all walked inside. I walked up to the front desk.
How may I help you said the lady at the front desk.
I uh I’m... I could finish my sentence; Alex walked over and told the lady I was looking for my brother Jay Barakat. She told him where to go and said only family could go in right now, he asked her if he could go in as well. She said no, but after a minute of arguing with Alex, she gave up and finally agreed but said Zack and Rian would have to stay in the waiting room, they agreed. When I finally got up to the ICU I saw Jack waiting for me by the doors. I broke away from Alex and slowly walked over to Jack. I wasn’t crying anymore but you could tell I was my face was still damp and my eyes where all red puffy. Jack put his arm over my shoulder and walked me into Ben’s room. I looked at him and I started crying all over again. Jack pulled me to his chest and hugged me for a long time. When I finally pulled myself together I asked what happened.
He was in a car accident, no one knows what caused it but he’s in really bad shape. Jack said quietly.
How bad I asked my voice barely a whisper.
They don’t know if he’s going to make it, Alex..
I walked over to Jay’s bedside and looked down at him; I hated seeing him like this. He had always been there to protect me and now I couldn’t do anything to help him. My stomach ached and my head was spinning. I didn’t know what to do. I was so scared, how could I lose Jay, I had already lost my parents years ago, but it sucked. My mom died when I was 2 and dad died when I was 3 so I don’t really remember either of them but it still hurts not having them, for a long time Jack, Jay and I lived with are cousin and aunt until Jay turned 18 and was technically aloud to be my legal guardian. So after that Jay became Jack and my legal guardian. No one had ever sold mom and dads house so we eventually moved back, and since then we have been a pretty normal family, but now everything is coming apart at the seams.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when the doctor came in and said something to Jack. I look at Jack and knew what ever the doctor said must not have been good by the look on his face.
w-what is it Jack? I asked, afraid of the answer.
Alex maybe you should say your good byes.. just incase..
J-jack..
Come here jack said holding out his arms
I hugged Jack so tight afraid if I let go he would some how disappear.
I’ll be right out side the door, okay Alex?
Yeah.. I said mostly to myself
I took Jay’s hand in mine and though of something to say.
Hey... Jay, it’s your little sister Alex... I don’t really know what to say other then I love you so much and I need you here… you’re the most amazing big brother ever. And i don’t know what I would do without you… I really hope you get better soon..
I walked out of Jay’s room and told jack I was going to go sit with Alex for a little bit and to come get me if anything changed. I walked over to Alex he was talking with Zack and Rian. Alex looked up and smiled at me. I gave him a weak smile back. I walked over to him and he pulled me into his lap. He looked at me like he wanted me to say something but I couldn’t I just wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around me and rocked me slowly. I didn’t realize how late it was until I asked Alex what time it was.
Almost 11pm..
Really?
Yeah
.
You guys can go home if you want. I’ll be okay.
No ill stay with you
Thanks
I turned to Rian and Zack its okay if you guys want to go home. Ill be okay
You sure Alex? Asked Rian
Yeah, I’m good,
Okay. Feel better Alex said Rian and Zack
Gaskarth, you need a ride home? Asked Rian
Nah I’m gonna stay here with Alex.
Okay, night you guys
Night. Alex and I said
I love you Alex. Said Alex
I love you too.
I nuzzled myself back into Alex’s arms thinking how glad I was to have him here with me. The next thing I knew Jack was shacking my shoulder.
Alex. He whispered
Yeah.. I said yawning
Wake up Alex.
What’s going on?
Do you want to go to school today? You can stay home or here if you want.
Umm... I’m not sure... where did Alex go?
He went down to get breakfast. I think Rian’s with him
Oh okay.. I think I’ll go get some too then. Do you want anything?
No, I had some earlier
Okay… Jack
Yeah, Alex?
I love you,
I love you to Alex.
I walked out of the waiting room and down the hall into the elevator, pressed the button for the cafeteria. While I waited for my floor I look at myself in the mirrored walls of the elevator, I look like shit. My hair had fallen out of its bun sometime while I was sleeping, so I pulled another hair tie off my wrist and pulled my hair up. The doors opened and I stepped out heading to the cafeteria. I found Alex sitting at a table talking to Rian. I walked over to them.
Hey Alex. Said Rian
Hi Rian, what are you doing here?
I came to see if you guys where okay.
Yeah, I’m okay.
Are you guys coming to school today?
I’m not sure. Are you going Alex?
I might, I was thinking I would wait until you decided and do what you do. Said Alex
I think I’ll go. Rian do you have your car again?
Yeah, your bag is still in my car, and I can help you with the homework during study hall 1rst period if you want.
Yeah, that would be great. Do you think I have time to go home and change and take a really fast shower?
Yeah if we leave now we should have enough time. Said Rian
Okay, ill go tell Jack, and ill meet you in the waiting room.
Okay, Said Rian.
Alex? Asked Alex
Yeah?
Do you want a coffee?
Yeah, sure.
Okay ill get it for you and meet you upstairs.
Thanks babe.
No problem.
I walked into the elevator and went back to find Jack. I told Jack that I was going to school and Rian was going to drive Alex and me back to the house so I could get changed and then he would take us all to school. Jack said it was fine. I went in to Jay’s room one more time before I left for school. I told him I would be back later. I don’t know if he heard me or not, but I hoped that he could hear me even if he couldn’t say anything back. I let him know that I loved him and then I left. Rian and Alex where waiting for me in the waiting room. Alex hugged me and handed me a cup of coffee.
You guys ready? Asked Rian
Yeah, I’m ready I said .
We got into Rian’s car and drove to my house. I asked Alex if he had any cloths to change into he said no, so I texted Jack and asked if Alex could borrow a shirt and a pair of jeans. Since Alex and Jack have been best friends for a long time Jack said of course.
Alex, Jack said you could borrow a pair of his jeans and a shirt if you need one. I said
Cool, tell him I said thanks.
Will do. I said.
After we got to my house we all went upstairs to my room. Rian turned on the T.V and started flipping through cartoons, Alex went to find some cloths to wear and I gabbed some cloths and went to go shower. I got out of the shower dried off and put on a pair of jeans, my silver studded belt, a white tank top and my red and white JAGK shirt. I ran a brush through my hair, hung up my towel and walked out of the bathroom. After I got out of the bathroom I put on a pair of socks and put on my black shoes with the red laces on.
Hey Alex? Alex called from the hall
Yeah? I called back.
Have you seen my gray beanie?
Yeah it’s right.. I trailed off my eyes falling to my jewelry bowl.
Alex? Alex asked coming into the room. What’s wrong?
I didn’t say anything I just picked up a little silver locket in the bowl, staring at it with tears in my eyes.
Babe what’s wrong? Alex asked
That’s a really nice locket Lex, said Rian
Y-yeah… thanks I said
Where’d you get it? Asked Alex
Uh... Jay gave it to me for my 15th birthday last year…
Oh.. said Rian.
Yeah. I said opening it and staring at the picture of me and Jay as kids on one side and then the word Alex engraved on the other side filled in with black. It means a lot to me I said putting it on.
You okay Alex? Asked Rian and Alex.
Yeah I’m okay. I said, Oh and yeah Alex here is your beanie you left it here a couple a days ago I Said tossing it to him.
Crap, were going to be late, said Rian
Okay ill txt Jack and ask if he’ll call the school for us