Jul 02, 2004 01:44
sometimes i think im pretty importanat. alot of people count on me, you know? i think maybe this is why im such a slacker. kind of a fate type thing. at any moment during the day, someone might need me. maybe im destined to sit infront of this computer all day. alot of the time, my girls need me to cheer them up, and i think ive got a bit of a knack for it. im not trying to sound like a saint, ive done quite a few bad-horrible things in my day. but i think the good i do for people that need it out weights it, or atleast evens it out. sometimes, pretty often as of late, i get the idea to just put on a robe, and wonder aimlessly, just being like a good samiriton, i dont know. just thinking out loud i guess.
it just seems theres always something keeping me from getting ahead, with a job, car, apartment, girlfriend etc. but im starting to think these things would take up time that some one might need me for. i might do something legitimatly good sitting here some day. everything happens for a reason i guess.