Title: This Is How We Do
Author:
jalexbarakarth Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jalex
POV: 3rd
Summary: "Dude, I have to admit, she's all a guy would want really, but I'm gay so..." Alex suddenly shut up because Jack didn't know his little secret.
Disclaimer: Do not on the boys, this story is completely made up, title goes to ATL
A/N: i said it'd be only 3-4 chapters, and here it is, the end, the goodbye.
MASTERPOST The next morning was nice. Alex opened his eyes to find Jack sleeping soundly next to him. They weren't cuddled up together, but it was still nice. Alex felt like a creeper, looking at Jack while he was sleeping, but he couldn't resist it. How could he, when there was a gorgeous boy sleeping next to him, his breathing steady, and his face calm. Alex peeked out of the window, and because it was summer, it was kinda hard to tell whether it was the middle of the night, or the early morning. Either way it was probably too early to wake up.
It was about six minutes later when Jack moved a bit, Alex thought he had woken up, but the younger boy was just changing his sleeping position, cuddling closer to Alex, wrapping his arm around his waist and mumbling a quiet "Cold," before drifting back into deep slumber. Alex couldn't help but smile. The younger boy was so cute it was unbearable. Alex looked at his 'skunk hair', as Jack called it, for a moment, but after a while his eyelids started getting heavier and he too fell back asleep.
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It was about 2pm when the two of the boys were sat behind a table at McDonald's.
"So, what are we gonna do after this?" Jack was the one to break the silence.
"I don't know, what do you want to do? We can go back to mine if you want-"
"No, you know what I mean. Not after we're done eating, but after I leave,"
"Oh, I.. I don't really know," and he wasn't lying either.
He didn't know what to do afterwards. Jack lived three hours away from him, so he really didn't see this working as a relationship. Alex sucked at long distance relationships. He didn't want to completely cut things off with Jack because of the distance though, and honestly, there was no reason for it.
As Alex was having an inner discussion with himself, Jack spoke up again,
"Fuck buddies?"
If Jack and Alex were in a cartoon, this would be the part where Alex's jaw drops to the floor. He really wasn't expecting this. Jack didn't seem the type of person to be fuck buddies with. Jack seemed like someone cute and someone you would be in a relationship with for years and years, even if you're just a teenager. Jack wasn't someone who you just fuck when ever you meet him.
Maybe this was Jack telling Alex that he didn't want to get attached any more than just sleeping together? No, that couldn't be it, it didn't sound like Jack. Maybe this was Jack telling Alex that if Alex doesn't want to be anything more than fuck buddies, then it would be okay, that Alex wouldn't be hurting his feelings or anything? Yeah, he decided, that was more like Jack.
"What? No, I don't think I want to be just fuck buddies with you Jack. I think that would be unfair," Alex didn't really know how to put his thoughts into words, so he just shrugged and said that they'd talk about it when Jack's about to leave.
They continued eating their burgers and they had a rather lively conversation about their favorite bands and just the usual stuff.
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It had been about five hours since they left McDonald's and they were once again back in Alex's room. New Found Glory was playing in the stereo and the two boys were spooning in Alex's bed. The elder one of the two had one of hands wrapped around Jack's waist and they had their fingers entwined. It was a cute moment and Jack was lot in his thoughts about how perfect everything is when he's with Alex. He wished he'd live closer. A lot closer, because he needed the boy so much closer to him. He wouldn't have thought that their friendship would turn into sleeping together. Sure he had thought about it a few times before he had met the boy, but it was different when it actually happened. It made things just a little bit weird. Not a lot, but just to that level where he really didn't know how to act around Alex. He didn't know if it would be okay to hug him when he just felt like it, or if he could plant a kiss on his cheek when he wanted. They weren't really a thing together so he had no reason to do those things, and he didn't know how Alex really felt about this.
He finally came to the point where he decided that not caring about the situation is better than over-stressing about it. He was here until tomorrow afternoon, and then it was back to home, so he decided that he should just enjoy the moment he's in and not worry about the future.
Just as on queue, Alex tugged on his hand a little, wanting the younger boy to turn around. And so he did. Their hands separated and Alex's made it's way under Jack's shirt, sitting on the hips. They started making out, and as it was getting hotter, their kisses were getting a little sloppier, Alex's hands started roaming on Jack's back and soon rested on his ass and Jack kissed Alex with more force. As he wanted to push Alex from his side to his back to straddle him, he was surprised with a hand around his dick.
He broke the kiss to gasp for air. The touch felt really good and as Alex continues to gently stroke it, it didn't take long until it was completely hard. Jack didn't even notice when, but he had discarded his jeans and boxers to the foot of the bed. It seemed as if Alex knew all the right moves to make while giving a handjob, because soon enough, Jack was a panting mess next to him. Before Jack could whine about Alex's hand stopping it's actions for a few seconds, he soon felt Alex's tongue flicker over the head of his dick, and soon all of his lenght was in Alex's mouth. It was soon when Jack let out a whine, letting Alex know he was close and a few seconds later he came, and Alex swallowed all of his load.
Alex was soon back laying next to him, with an accomplished smile on his face.
"What was that for?" Jack asked, trying to get his breathing back to normal.
"Just a little something to think back to when you're at home," his smile grew and he kissed Jack's cheek.
Even though it was only 9pm, both of the boys fell asleep while cuddling soon after.
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It was 12pm and Jack and Alex were stood in the bus stop, waiting for Jack's bus to arrive and take him back home. They were talking about the usual stuff they always talked about, music and such. Jack nervously checked his watch every two minutes to check how much time he had left with Alex.
"What's up, can't wait for the bus to arrive?" he asked jokingly.
"Haha, sure...Hey Alex?"
"Yeah?"
"So what about like, us? What are we then?" Jack asked biting his lip.
Alex smiled at the lip biting habit the younger boy had, it was cute. Before his little moment of happiness could continue though, he saw the bus at the corner of the street, which meant it was time to say goodbye.
"I don't know. Why do we have to put a label on this though? Let's just be Alex and Jack, let's go on like before and who knows how things may one day work out. If that's okay?"
"Yeah, that sounds good," Jack said smilingly, glad that Alex had came up with a suiting solution.
They hugged for the last time until who knows when, Alex wished Jack luck on his journey back home and before they even noticed, Jack was sat in a seat in the bus that was supposed to take him home. They waved to each other, and just a few minutes later, Alex was left in the bus stop alone, eyeing the bus as it turned the corner to leave the town.