Valentine's Day of 2011
Title: Valentine's Day of 2011
Author: damnedifidoyah
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth
POV: 3rd Person
Summary: Alex couldn’t help but laugh with Jack, feeling his nerves starting to flare up.
Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low, and this did not happen
Author Notes: I’ve written this just because of the occasion, it’s been a while since I’ve been hooked up in the net, almost three months actually, I also wrote something for Alex’s birthday, but then it would already be too late so maybe I’ll post it next time I get a chance to sneak out and get wired on the net again. Hope you enjoy this one, though there are some original characters I just added at the beginning, lol.
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“Mike, what are your plans for Valentine’s Day?” asked the interviewer of Buzznet.
“Well, we’ve got a show later today. After that, I planned to get so fuckin’ wasted and pass out.” She said laughing.
“Oh, no special plans with your special someone then?”
“Nah, she’s busy Dave.”
“Awh, that’s rather sad but have a good show tonight.”
“You can count on that man, catch yah later.” She took off and went back in to their bus.
It was not a secret that Mike is bisexual but as she would simply put it have a preference of girls.
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“Baltimore! You were fucking awesome! See you next time.” Mike’s voice boomed over the speakers as she ended the show, her band The Rascals did a Valentine’s Show at her hometown and her friends, the whole b&c of All Time Low was there watching.
“What a show there Mike” her best friend and brother by bond Jack mused as she run down the stage.
“Well, thanks Jacky.” Mike said chest heaving from taking deep breaths. All the boys gathered up and congratulated her as well, all of them wearing a rather smug grin on their faces.
“Uhm, what are you up to now?” Mike asked, a little bit incredulous as to what the guys were planning in their wicked minds. But they all just laughed a little and parted, and there she was wearing her lovely smile was Jess, Mike’s girlfriend.
Mike gasped in surprise, she was ready to get fuckin’ wasted and just pass out in their hotel room because her girlfriend called earlier that day saying she couldn’t come because she got caught up with work, Jess is from New York and have her own business.
Jess slowly walked up to her and circled her arms to her waist and whispered, “Hey.”
Mike looked at her girlfriend with fondness as she closes the gap between them, “Hi” she kissed her softly on the lips biting her bottom lip and dragged it out slowly. “You lied.”
“I know” Jess laughed softly, “but it was worth it. Surprise.”
Mike scrunched her nose, as she always did when she finds something cute or as an affection, like her girlfriend perhaps, she leaned in and caught her lips for another kiss.
“You need to shower, you smell.” Jess teased her lightly.
“I know.”She laughed along with all the guys who were just watching and listening to their sweet reunion, Mike pulled her to the direction of the bus.
She showered and dressed quickly, dried and styled her hair like she always does, trying to look attractive as best as she can for her gorgeous girl. She chose to wear a white v neck topped with a caramel coat and paired with a black skinny jeans. Jess would always say she looks smashing with just a simple v neck and an overcoat. She walked out to the front lounge where everyone was gathered to start a little party, not wanting to go to a bar or somewhere else really.
When Alex saw her, he just whistled with appreciation and everyone turned to her direction.
“Matt?” Mike asked expectantly towards the tour manager, which in turn handed her the car keys, “Thanks mate.”
“No worries Mike.” He said with a smile.
“Ready?” she asked Jess, who rake up her eyes over Mike, biting her lip as she did so.
“Well?” Mike asked again wearing a smug grin, what a cheeky bastard.
“Oh, right.” Jess laughed a little nervously as she made her way towards Mike.
“Have fun with your girlfriend Malachi!” Rian cooed.
“Oh, you can bet on that Ridaw.” Mike said, winking before walking out.
When the door closed Zack couldn’t help but say, “Did you see the way she raked her eyes all over Mike?”
“Well, at least one of us is getting laid tonight.” Jack bemused laughing.
Alex couldn’t help but laugh with Jack, feeling his nerves starting to flare up.
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The party went to a full swing and everyone was either starting to throw up or just pass out on the floor or to wherever corner they were, forgetting that, hello, they’re checked in to a hotel. Alex found Jack on the couch who’s rather happy with his companion, a bottle of Jack Daniels.
“Hey Jack” Alex slurred as he settled himself in Jack’s lap.
Jack was taken by surprise of Alex’s weight lurching on him, “Ugh, Lex… Get off.”
“Hmmm…” was just Alex’s reply. He looked up at Jack, at how beautiful he looked today, well he found Jack to be beautiful everyday really, but today was just extra special he decided. He was contemplating on what to do but then just decided to go for it. He inched closer and kissed Jack on the mouth when Jack was just opening it to say something, great timing, right on bro!
Jack gasped at that and started to shove Alex, “What the fuck bro?!” he successfully freed himself from Alex and quickly stood up and walked out of the bus.
Alex was half - surprised and half - scared of Jack’s reaction, he started to lift himself from the floor where he fell when Jack shoved him and started his decent, he needs to find Jack.
When he got out of the bus, it was fairly dark and the place was totally deserted, like everyone just knew that they should took off and not make Alex create a big show out of talking to Jack and maybe explain himself.
“Jack…” he started to call out to the emptiness in front of him.
There was a clatter of something in the bins at one corner of the parking area followed by a ‘fuck’, he smiled, he just found Jack.
He moved towards the bins and saw Jack sitting on the side of it looking frustrated, “What are you doing there Jack?”
“Trying to hide from you.” He answered directly. “Stupid bin, wouldn’t shut up.” Okay, he’s a little out of it, just a little.
Alex chuckled, until it hit him, Jack was hiding from him, or at least tried to. “What for?” he asked rather to himself than more to Jack.
“Do you really need an answer for that?” Jack asked sarcasm thick in his voice.
“Well, fuck! It’s not like we haven’t done this before!” Alex shouted, he’s sort of angry and sad and just feeling so fucking frustrated with himself. He just wanted a kiss really, it’s Valentine’s Day after all and he just felt alone and lonely, it’s really not a good mix up.
Jack was speechless, he just can’t comprehend on things right now, he’s too drunk to think more of it anyway. Alex took this as a chance to advance on his prey, he slid down in front of Jack and cupped his cheeks, and he looked at him with desperation and want. Lust clouding his sensible mind, right thoughts and virtues MIA at the moment.
He moved closer not blinking even once, just staring at Jack who just stared back with a blank expression. He kissed him again for the second time that night, tentatively at first, trying to sense whether Jack would shove him again and maybe hit him for good measure, or maybe this time Jack would permit it and let him do what he please.
Jack sighed out of frustration and just let Alex mold their mouths together, then Alex felt Jack moved his arms and balled his fist on the hem of Alex’s shirt inching him closer, that made him smile and let him know his won.
The kiss become pretty heated after that, they manage to stand up and grind their hips simultaneously, they moaned as the friction gave them chills that creep up their spines, then Jack who was reluctant at first deepened the kiss, he sucked and nipped at Alex mouth tongues dancing in sync. Alex moaned and the sound went directly to Jack’s dick. He moved his hand on Alex’s chest and shoved him as he slowly pulled away. Alex looked at him in confusion.
“We should stop.” He said.
“But J-jack…” Alex trailed off, sounded hurt.
Jack couldn’t help but smile, was it wrong that he find Alex’s sad pouty look so adorable? Okay maybe that was in a way sadistic, but hey the boy looked so fucking sexy right now, well in his eyes anyway. He lifted Alex face, forcing him to look at Jack.
“We should stop…” he said again, getting another pained looked from Alex “and get a room.” He chuckled when Alex’s face lit up like a hundred lights were turned on, there’s not even one single exaggeration in there.
“That can be arranged” came his smart ass reply. He all but dragged Jack to the hotel a few meters away from where they were making out, in a dark alley beside a garbage bin might I add.
They were making out in the elevator and stopped just to get out and make their way to their room. Alex was having a hard time slotting the card key with his hand trembling out of anticipation for what was going to happen, for what was finally going to happen, after his long wait. Jack laughed and took the liberty to do it himself, he too was anxious and downright giddy.
When he managed to open the door Alex pushed him in with a slight laugh and turned to lock the door shut. He was about to face Jack when he was shoved to the door with a heavy thud.
“Ow.” Came his girly squeal but a little bit turned on nonetheless. Jack spun him so he was facing Jack and pinned his hands on the wall.
“Sorry.” Was all he said before he attacked Alex’s lips with a fiery passion he never thought he’d feel again.
Alex kissed back immediately, squirming his hands trying to free himself from Jack’s grip, Jack moved one of his hand to Alex’s neck and the other roamed around his body, touching, feeling anywhere he could while Alex threaded his hands on Jack’s hair deepening the kiss.
Jack started to pull on Alex’s shirt and ripped it off him with one swift motion and taking off his own as well, breaking the kiss briefly. He grabbed Alex’s hand who was desperately prying on his belt but failed, he was a little bit more drunk than Jack had thought he was. He moved them towards the bed and once his knees hit the side of it he swirled them so he can pin Alex on the mattress.
Alex grabbed Jack’s neck and pulled him down so he was hovering over him, they kissed for a few more minutes trying to get worked up and bring back the flare again, they where rutting against each other and Jack felt himself became fully hard and couldn’t keep it anymore, he needs to be touched and he needed to touch Alex as well. He worked on both their jeans and discarded it with their boxers, not caring wherever they may land as he tossed it over his shoulders.
He then take a step back and just looked at Alex who was staring intensely at him, “God, you’re beautiful” he muttered a little breathless with just the delectable sight in front of him, all splayed out just for him to devour and enjoy. “Why did I ever doubt this?”
“Jack just come back here and fuck me already.” Alex whined, not caring that his being so blunt right now, he couldn’t ignore the pent up feelings he had kept for so long.
Jack could just shake his head, not believing how horny Alex was and just how much he wanted it, how could he even say no? Looking how far gone they were.
He crawled back atop Alex and kissed him softly, they moaned when their erections just touched a bit before Jack dropped down and started grinding his hips down as Alex ruts up, having the friction between them set their bodies on fire.
Jack ran his hands along Alex’s side, as Alex writhed under him, not really knowing what to do with himself anymore as they continued grinding against each other.
“Jack…” Alex moaned not having the energy or the coherency to actually speak intelligible words.
“Shh…” Jack shushes him and kissed him back up, he started to nibble and suck on Alex’s neck, leaving a mark of his territory. He then slowly slid down, biting at his collarbones and soothing it with his tongue afterwards. He licked and bit Alex’s nipples as he made his way down his body, leaving a trail of bite marks on its wake.
Alex all but squirmed and moaned, savoring all the good feelings Jack was giving him, he felt Jack nipped and bit at his hipbones and he ruts up which made Jack bite a little harder than he intended and it felt good, like really good, especially when he backed his hips like that and his dick brushed at Jack’s chest, the contact almost drove him to the edge, he was sick of all this foreplay, he just wanted Jack to be inside him now! Right this fucking minute. And so he says,
“Jack.. please...” or should I say he pleaded.
“Please what baby…” baby? Now Alex could really get use to that. But right now he just wanted to get off and be fucked till his brains will leak out of his ears.
“Just get inside me! Fuck me so hard that I can’t walk for days. Please Jack... I fucking need you right now...” he managed to choke out between breaths.
Jack chuckled, to be honest he didn’t want it any other way.
“I should prep you first.” He may be a novice [not really] but he knew he needed to get him ready cause he know for sure it will hurt like hell if he didn’t but that’s not what Alex had in mind.
“Jack I don’t want your fingers okay, I want you, so just get your dick in me already.”
“B-but… I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I don’t care! Can’t you just fucking give me what I want?!” Alex was furious, he just wanted it so bad.
“Well, if you’re sure...” Jack said, still worried.
“Oh for fuck sake!” Alex nearly screamed the roof off.
Jack laughed at that, “Okay, okay. God you’re so impatient.” He started to move and aligned himself on Alex’s entrance.
“You have no idea how long I’ve waited.” Alex retaliated.
Hearing that made Jack look at Alex with fondness in his eyes, he moved back up and whispered “Sorry to keep you waiting” before he kissed him passionately. He then moved Alex left leg and hooked it on his shoulder so he could get better access. He slid in slowly, seeing Alex’s face contorted because of pain, he halted his movements then. Alex opened his eyes and nodded an okay to keep going, Jack managed to slip half of him when Alex gripped tightly on his waste to stop him.
“Fuck.”
“I told you, I should have prepared you first.” He moved trying to get himself out but Alex grip tightened.
“No, just give me a minute.”
And so Jack did, he kissed Alex then trying to distract him from the pain, a little moment later and Alex pulled him closer as a sign that he can move again, he pushed himself deeper, having Alex clamped around him was just exhilarating, Alex felt so good and he was just so tight, he almost came.
“Oh god…” he moaned, as he nipped on Alex‘s neck who was still getting used of the intrusion.
“F-fuck.. move Jack.” He said as he was gripping on Jack’s waist for dear life.
Jack started moving with a circling motion as he was helping Alex ride out the pain, when he heard Alex moan that’s the time when he pulled out and slammed back in which made Alex gasp.
“Oh my god, do that again.” He said as he desperately ruts up to get closer. Jack did as he was told and found a rhythm. He kissed Alex on the lips again while he weaved his hand through his hair and the other stroked his sides.
Alex was a mess of moans and swears, then he made this high pitched sound that was so out of character and gasped for air as Jack was pulling out, “Fuck right there Jack. Do it again, harder.”
Jack just smirked and slammed back in with more force than usual hitting Alex’s prostate again and again.
“Fuck Lex,.. so good…” he gasped out, feeling a built up tension on his lower stomach signaling that he’s not gonna last much longer.
“Unh.. Jack… faster…”
Jack thrusts harder and faster, he moved his hand that was gripping on Alex’s hips and cupped his dick that was leaking pre-cum. Alex moaned by the warmth of Jack’s hand on his throbbing cock and spilled obscenities when Jack started to pump him in sync with his thrust.
“Oh my god… I’m gonna… Unh.. Jack…” that was it and he shot his hot white grime on his stomach but mostly on Jack’s chest. A little more thrust from Jack and he blew out to kingdom come.
With his chest still heaving he pulled out of Alex and collapsed on the space next to him.
“That was… that was…” he chuckled.
“Amazing!” Alex finished for him.
“Yeah, it was. And you are.” He mused, moving so his facing Alex who was already turned to his side.
The words made Alex feel warm inside and he blushed, “And you’re one of a kind Jack. You’re just wonderful and gorgeous.”
Jack laughed, “After all we’ve done now you’re gonna blush with mere words.”
Alex playfully slapped him in the arm and glared at him.
“Never have I thought we’ll be on this again.” Jack said a few minutes after when they just stared fondly towards each other.
“Me neither.” Alex replied with a shy smile on his face.
“We seem to get way over ourselves during Valentine’s Day, don’t you think?”
“Hmmm” he smiled, “I remembered last year like it was just yesterday. But the waiting I did was like forever.” Alex said blotches of pink creeping all over his face again. Admitting that was big for him, but it was important that Jack would know.
“Why were you waiting Alex?” Now that everything had happened, Jack wanted to know what Alex meant when he said he was waiting for this.
He sighed, like there was a heavy burden in his chest that he needed to get out, and it was true but not much of a burden but a strong feeling, a strong wave of emotions that was slowly eating him as he let each day pass by.
“What happened last year Jack, it’s no accident. And believe me, I wasn’t that drunk when that happened. What I mean is I wanted it Jack. I want you. More than that, I… I-i…” he trailed off, now that he was here, that the moment had presented itself to him, he couldn’t manage to get it out.
Jack laid still, eyeing Alex thoughtfully. “Do you love me?”
“W-what?!”Alex all but yelled.
“I said do you love me? Not like love like how I love Rian and Zack love but like love, love. Do you love me?” Jack said. He wanted to know, no, to be honest he did know, but he wanted to hear it, he needed Alex’s admission.
Alex looked at a loss at first, and then he looked scared, Jack hold his hand and gave it a little squeeze giving Alex assurance, whatever that may be.
He sighed and just thought why the hell not? He’s been waiting for this anyway, he looked at Jack and nodded slowly, “Yes, I do love you. I love you Jack, for a long time now. I’m sorry…”
At that Jack furrowed his eyebrows with confusion, “What are you sorry for?”
“Tha-that… I-i may just ruined something between us, I mean I know you like girls, and whatever happened between us, it could be just you being caught up in the moment, I mean, I-i know… I know how much you love boobs and all that girly stuff and me,.. well, I’m just a miserable demented mental case. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Ja-”
Jack cut him off with a kiss which he responded, Jack pulled away a little, “what the fuck are you on bro?” he said as he chuckled leaving Alex a little bit confused and hopeful at the same time.
He smiled at him and inched closer as he was hovering over him again, he stroked his face and stared at him for a moment before he leaned in and gave him a chaste kiss, “No matter how crazy you think you are, or how demented your thoughts maybe, know this and promise you’ll never forget, I love you. You think you’re crazy but I’m crazier because I’m madly in love with you.”
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A/N: I hope that wasn't so bad.. :)
Author: damnedifidoyah
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth
POV: 3rd Person
Summary: Alex couldn’t help but laugh with Jack, feeling his nerves starting to flare up.
Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low, and this did not happen
Author Notes: I’ve written this just because of the occasion, it’s been a while since I’ve been hooked up in the net, almost three months actually, I also wrote something for Alex’s birthday, but then it would already be too late so maybe I’ll post it next time I get a chance to sneak out and get wired on the net again. Hope you enjoy this one, though there are some original characters I just added at the beginning, lol.
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“Mike, what are your plans for Valentine’s Day?” asked the interviewer of Buzznet.
“Well, we’ve got a show later today. After that, I planned to get so fuckin’ wasted and pass out.” She said laughing.
“Oh, no special plans with your special someone then?”
“Nah, she’s busy Dave.”
“Awh, that’s rather sad but have a good show tonight.”
“You can count on that man, catch yah later.” She took off and went back in to their bus.
It was not a secret that Mike is bisexual but as she would simply put it have a preference of girls.
-
“Baltimore! You were fucking awesome! See you next time.” Mike’s voice boomed over the speakers as she ended the show, her band The Rascals did a Valentine’s Show at her hometown and her friends, the whole b&c of All Time Low was there watching.
“What a show there Mike” her best friend and brother by bond Jack mused as she run down the stage.
“Well, thanks Jacky.” Mike said chest heaving from taking deep breaths. All the boys gathered up and congratulated her as well, all of them wearing a rather smug grin on their faces.
“Uhm, what are you up to now?” Mike asked, a little bit incredulous as to what the guys were planning in their wicked minds. But they all just laughed a little and parted, and there she was wearing her lovely smile was Jess, Mike’s girlfriend.
Mike gasped in surprise, she was ready to get fuckin’ wasted and just pass out in their hotel room because her girlfriend called earlier that day saying she couldn’t come because she got caught up with work, Jess is from New York and have her own business.
Jess slowly walked up to her and circled her arms to her waist and whispered, “Hey.”
Mike looked at her girlfriend with fondness as she closes the gap between them, “Hi” she kissed her softly on the lips biting her bottom lip and dragged it out slowly. “You lied.”
“I know” Jess laughed softly, “but it was worth it. Surprise.”
Mike scrunched her nose, as she always did when she finds something cute or as an affection, like her girlfriend perhaps, she leaned in and caught her lips for another kiss.
“You need to shower, you smell.” Jess teased her lightly.
“I know.”She laughed along with all the guys who were just watching and listening to their sweet reunion, Mike pulled her to the direction of the bus.
She showered and dressed quickly, dried and styled her hair like she always does, trying to look attractive as best as she can for her gorgeous girl. She chose to wear a white v neck topped with a caramel coat and paired with a black skinny jeans. Jess would always say she looks smashing with just a simple v neck and an overcoat. She walked out to the front lounge where everyone was gathered to start a little party, not wanting to go to a bar or somewhere else really.
When Alex saw her, he just whistled with appreciation and everyone turned to her direction.
“Matt?” Mike asked expectantly towards the tour manager, which in turn handed her the car keys, “Thanks mate.”
“No worries Mike.” He said with a smile.
“Ready?” she asked Jess, who rake up her eyes over Mike, biting her lip as she did so.
“Well?” Mike asked again wearing a smug grin, what a cheeky bastard.
“Oh, right.” Jess laughed a little nervously as she made her way towards Mike.
“Have fun with your girlfriend Malachi!” Rian cooed.
“Oh, you can bet on that Ridaw.” Mike said, winking before walking out.
When the door closed Zack couldn’t help but say, “Did you see the way she raked her eyes all over Mike?”
“Well, at least one of us is getting laid tonight.” Jack bemused laughing.
Alex couldn’t help but laugh with Jack, feeling his nerves starting to flare up.
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The party went to a full swing and everyone was either starting to throw up or just pass out on the floor or to wherever corner they were, forgetting that, hello, they’re checked in to a hotel. Alex found Jack on the couch who’s rather happy with his companion, a bottle of Jack Daniels.
“Hey Jack” Alex slurred as he settled himself in Jack’s lap.
Jack was taken by surprise of Alex’s weight lurching on him, “Ugh, Lex… Get off.”
“Hmmm…” was just Alex’s reply. He looked up at Jack, at how beautiful he looked today, well he found Jack to be beautiful everyday really, but today was just extra special he decided. He was contemplating on what to do but then just decided to go for it. He inched closer and kissed Jack on the mouth when Jack was just opening it to say something, great timing, right on bro!
Jack gasped at that and started to shove Alex, “What the fuck bro?!” he successfully freed himself from Alex and quickly stood up and walked out of the bus.
Alex was half - surprised and half - scared of Jack’s reaction, he started to lift himself from the floor where he fell when Jack shoved him and started his decent, he needs to find Jack.
When he got out of the bus, it was fairly dark and the place was totally deserted, like everyone just knew that they should took off and not make Alex create a big show out of talking to Jack and maybe explain himself.
“Jack…” he started to call out to the emptiness in front of him.
There was a clatter of something in the bins at one corner of the parking area followed by a ‘fuck’, he smiled, he just found Jack.
He moved towards the bins and saw Jack sitting on the side of it looking frustrated, “What are you doing there Jack?”
“Trying to hide from you.” He answered directly. “Stupid bin, wouldn’t shut up.” Okay, he’s a little out of it, just a little.
Alex chuckled, until it hit him, Jack was hiding from him, or at least tried to. “What for?” he asked rather to himself than more to Jack.
“Do you really need an answer for that?” Jack asked sarcasm thick in his voice.
“Well, fuck! It’s not like we haven’t done this before!” Alex shouted, he’s sort of angry and sad and just feeling so fucking frustrated with himself. He just wanted a kiss really, it’s Valentine’s Day after all and he just felt alone and lonely, it’s really not a good mix up.
Jack was speechless, he just can’t comprehend on things right now, he’s too drunk to think more of it anyway. Alex took this as a chance to advance on his prey, he slid down in front of Jack and cupped his cheeks, and he looked at him with desperation and want. Lust clouding his sensible mind, right thoughts and virtues MIA at the moment.
He moved closer not blinking even once, just staring at Jack who just stared back with a blank expression. He kissed him again for the second time that night, tentatively at first, trying to sense whether Jack would shove him again and maybe hit him for good measure, or maybe this time Jack would permit it and let him do what he please.
Jack sighed out of frustration and just let Alex mold their mouths together, then Alex felt Jack moved his arms and balled his fist on the hem of Alex’s shirt inching him closer, that made him smile and let him know his won.
The kiss become pretty heated after that, they manage to stand up and grind their hips simultaneously, they moaned as the friction gave them chills that creep up their spines, then Jack who was reluctant at first deepened the kiss, he sucked and nipped at Alex mouth tongues dancing in sync. Alex moaned and the sound went directly to Jack’s dick. He moved his hand on Alex’s chest and shoved him as he slowly pulled away. Alex looked at him in confusion.
“We should stop.” He said.
“But J-jack…” Alex trailed off, sounded hurt.
Jack couldn’t help but smile, was it wrong that he find Alex’s sad pouty look so adorable? Okay maybe that was in a way sadistic, but hey the boy looked so fucking sexy right now, well in his eyes anyway. He lifted Alex face, forcing him to look at Jack.
“We should stop…” he said again, getting another pained looked from Alex “and get a room.” He chuckled when Alex’s face lit up like a hundred lights were turned on, there’s not even one single exaggeration in there.
“That can be arranged” came his smart ass reply. He all but dragged Jack to the hotel a few meters away from where they were making out, in a dark alley beside a garbage bin might I add.
They were making out in the elevator and stopped just to get out and make their way to their room. Alex was having a hard time slotting the card key with his hand trembling out of anticipation for what was going to happen, for what was finally going to happen, after his long wait. Jack laughed and took the liberty to do it himself, he too was anxious and downright giddy.
When he managed to open the door Alex pushed him in with a slight laugh and turned to lock the door shut. He was about to face Jack when he was shoved to the door with a heavy thud.
“Ow.” Came his girly squeal but a little bit turned on nonetheless. Jack spun him so he was facing Jack and pinned his hands on the wall.
“Sorry.” Was all he said before he attacked Alex’s lips with a fiery passion he never thought he’d feel again.
Alex kissed back immediately, squirming his hands trying to free himself from Jack’s grip, Jack moved one of his hand to Alex’s neck and the other roamed around his body, touching, feeling anywhere he could while Alex threaded his hands on Jack’s hair deepening the kiss.
Jack started to pull on Alex’s shirt and ripped it off him with one swift motion and taking off his own as well, breaking the kiss briefly. He grabbed Alex’s hand who was desperately prying on his belt but failed, he was a little bit more drunk than Jack had thought he was. He moved them towards the bed and once his knees hit the side of it he swirled them so he can pin Alex on the mattress.
Alex grabbed Jack’s neck and pulled him down so he was hovering over him, they kissed for a few more minutes trying to get worked up and bring back the flare again, they where rutting against each other and Jack felt himself became fully hard and couldn’t keep it anymore, he needs to be touched and he needed to touch Alex as well. He worked on both their jeans and discarded it with their boxers, not caring wherever they may land as he tossed it over his shoulders.
He then take a step back and just looked at Alex who was staring intensely at him, “God, you’re beautiful” he muttered a little breathless with just the delectable sight in front of him, all splayed out just for him to devour and enjoy. “Why did I ever doubt this?”
“Jack just come back here and fuck me already.” Alex whined, not caring that his being so blunt right now, he couldn’t ignore the pent up feelings he had kept for so long.
Jack could just shake his head, not believing how horny Alex was and just how much he wanted it, how could he even say no? Looking how far gone they were.
He crawled back atop Alex and kissed him softly, they moaned when their erections just touched a bit before Jack dropped down and started grinding his hips down as Alex ruts up, having the friction between them set their bodies on fire.
Jack ran his hands along Alex’s side, as Alex writhed under him, not really knowing what to do with himself anymore as they continued grinding against each other.
“Jack…” Alex moaned not having the energy or the coherency to actually speak intelligible words.
“Shh…” Jack shushes him and kissed him back up, he started to nibble and suck on Alex’s neck, leaving a mark of his territory. He then slowly slid down, biting at his collarbones and soothing it with his tongue afterwards. He licked and bit Alex’s nipples as he made his way down his body, leaving a trail of bite marks on its wake.
Alex all but squirmed and moaned, savoring all the good feelings Jack was giving him, he felt Jack nipped and bit at his hipbones and he ruts up which made Jack bite a little harder than he intended and it felt good, like really good, especially when he backed his hips like that and his dick brushed at Jack’s chest, the contact almost drove him to the edge, he was sick of all this foreplay, he just wanted Jack to be inside him now! Right this fucking minute. And so he says,
“Jack.. please...” or should I say he pleaded.
“Please what baby…” baby? Now Alex could really get use to that. But right now he just wanted to get off and be fucked till his brains will leak out of his ears.
“Just get inside me! Fuck me so hard that I can’t walk for days. Please Jack... I fucking need you right now...” he managed to choke out between breaths.
Jack chuckled, to be honest he didn’t want it any other way.
“I should prep you first.” He may be a novice [not really] but he knew he needed to get him ready cause he know for sure it will hurt like hell if he didn’t but that’s not what Alex had in mind.
“Jack I don’t want your fingers okay, I want you, so just get your dick in me already.”
“B-but… I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I don’t care! Can’t you just fucking give me what I want?!” Alex was furious, he just wanted it so bad.
“Well, if you’re sure...” Jack said, still worried.
“Oh for fuck sake!” Alex nearly screamed the roof off.
Jack laughed at that, “Okay, okay. God you’re so impatient.” He started to move and aligned himself on Alex’s entrance.
“You have no idea how long I’ve waited.” Alex retaliated.
Hearing that made Jack look at Alex with fondness in his eyes, he moved back up and whispered “Sorry to keep you waiting” before he kissed him passionately. He then moved Alex left leg and hooked it on his shoulder so he could get better access. He slid in slowly, seeing Alex’s face contorted because of pain, he halted his movements then. Alex opened his eyes and nodded an okay to keep going, Jack managed to slip half of him when Alex gripped tightly on his waste to stop him.
“Fuck.”
“I told you, I should have prepared you first.” He moved trying to get himself out but Alex grip tightened.
“No, just give me a minute.”
And so Jack did, he kissed Alex then trying to distract him from the pain, a little moment later and Alex pulled him closer as a sign that he can move again, he pushed himself deeper, having Alex clamped around him was just exhilarating, Alex felt so good and he was just so tight, he almost came.
“Oh god…” he moaned, as he nipped on Alex‘s neck who was still getting used of the intrusion.
“F-fuck.. move Jack.” He said as he was gripping on Jack’s waist for dear life.
Jack started moving with a circling motion as he was helping Alex ride out the pain, when he heard Alex moan that’s the time when he pulled out and slammed back in which made Alex gasp.
“Oh my god, do that again.” He said as he desperately ruts up to get closer. Jack did as he was told and found a rhythm. He kissed Alex on the lips again while he weaved his hand through his hair and the other stroked his sides.
Alex was a mess of moans and swears, then he made this high pitched sound that was so out of character and gasped for air as Jack was pulling out, “Fuck right there Jack. Do it again, harder.”
Jack just smirked and slammed back in with more force than usual hitting Alex’s prostate again and again.
“Fuck Lex,.. so good…” he gasped out, feeling a built up tension on his lower stomach signaling that he’s not gonna last much longer.
“Unh.. Jack… faster…”
Jack thrusts harder and faster, he moved his hand that was gripping on Alex’s hips and cupped his dick that was leaking pre-cum. Alex moaned by the warmth of Jack’s hand on his throbbing cock and spilled obscenities when Jack started to pump him in sync with his thrust.
“Oh my god… I’m gonna… Unh.. Jack…” that was it and he shot his hot white grime on his stomach but mostly on Jack’s chest. A little more thrust from Jack and he blew out to kingdom come.
With his chest still heaving he pulled out of Alex and collapsed on the space next to him.
“That was… that was…” he chuckled.
“Amazing!” Alex finished for him.
“Yeah, it was. And you are.” He mused, moving so his facing Alex who was already turned to his side.
The words made Alex feel warm inside and he blushed, “And you’re one of a kind Jack. You’re just wonderful and gorgeous.”
Jack laughed, “After all we’ve done now you’re gonna blush with mere words.”
Alex playfully slapped him in the arm and glared at him.
“Never have I thought we’ll be on this again.” Jack said a few minutes after when they just stared fondly towards each other.
“Me neither.” Alex replied with a shy smile on his face.
“We seem to get way over ourselves during Valentine’s Day, don’t you think?”
“Hmmm” he smiled, “I remembered last year like it was just yesterday. But the waiting I did was like forever.” Alex said blotches of pink creeping all over his face again. Admitting that was big for him, but it was important that Jack would know.
“Why were you waiting Alex?” Now that everything had happened, Jack wanted to know what Alex meant when he said he was waiting for this.
He sighed, like there was a heavy burden in his chest that he needed to get out, and it was true but not much of a burden but a strong feeling, a strong wave of emotions that was slowly eating him as he let each day pass by.
“What happened last year Jack, it’s no accident. And believe me, I wasn’t that drunk when that happened. What I mean is I wanted it Jack. I want you. More than that, I… I-i…” he trailed off, now that he was here, that the moment had presented itself to him, he couldn’t manage to get it out.
Jack laid still, eyeing Alex thoughtfully. “Do you love me?”
“W-what?!”Alex all but yelled.
“I said do you love me? Not like love like how I love Rian and Zack love but like love, love. Do you love me?” Jack said. He wanted to know, no, to be honest he did know, but he wanted to hear it, he needed Alex’s admission.
Alex looked at a loss at first, and then he looked scared, Jack hold his hand and gave it a little squeeze giving Alex assurance, whatever that may be.
He sighed and just thought why the hell not? He’s been waiting for this anyway, he looked at Jack and nodded slowly, “Yes, I do love you. I love you Jack, for a long time now. I’m sorry…”
At that Jack furrowed his eyebrows with confusion, “What are you sorry for?”
“Tha-that… I-i may just ruined something between us, I mean I know you like girls, and whatever happened between us, it could be just you being caught up in the moment, I mean, I-i know… I know how much you love boobs and all that girly stuff and me,.. well, I’m just a miserable demented mental case. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Ja-”
Jack cut him off with a kiss which he responded, Jack pulled away a little, “what the fuck are you on bro?” he said as he chuckled leaving Alex a little bit confused and hopeful at the same time.
He smiled at him and inched closer as he was hovering over him again, he stroked his face and stared at him for a moment before he leaned in and gave him a chaste kiss, “No matter how crazy you think you are, or how demented your thoughts maybe, know this and promise you’ll never forget, I love you. You think you’re crazy but I’m crazier because I’m madly in love with you.”
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A/N: I hope that wasn't so bad.. :)