stuck in a loop
Feeling like I'm stuck in an ugly cycle.
I'm depressed, so I don't go out much. When I do, it's hard to interact and have a good time.
So I go out even less.
So i stay even more depressed, and morph into a neurotic hermit crazy cat lady.
No one comes over, so i don't bother to clean much. The basics are handled. the very basics.
I'm crocheting obsessively. Losing weight because there is no food here and going to the store is difficult. I cook the random things i have, when i have an appetite. I treadmill.
I'm a little worried about my apathy level. I don't put on music anymore. I haven't dyed my hair in ages. Anxiety levels through the roof.
I wish someone would come over and hang out and watch dumb movies and ... just hang out, really.
I'm depressed, so I don't go out much. When I do, it's hard to interact and have a good time.
So I go out even less.
So i stay even more depressed, and morph into a neurotic hermit crazy cat lady.
No one comes over, so i don't bother to clean much. The basics are handled. the very basics.
I'm crocheting obsessively. Losing weight because there is no food here and going to the store is difficult. I cook the random things i have, when i have an appetite. I treadmill.
I'm a little worried about my apathy level. I don't put on music anymore. I haven't dyed my hair in ages. Anxiety levels through the roof.
I wish someone would come over and hang out and watch dumb movies and ... just hang out, really.