I have to go
If I have one more family member shove being an educator down my throat I will kill myself. I don't want to teach anyone snotty nosed kid shit! And it's not that I don't like teaching, I think sixth graders are amazing. But I don't want to be forced into teaching.
So I decided on the way back from my high school administrators house (where he comically said it was nice to see that not all high schoolers blow up after graduation) that I am moving. I will not look for a job in this damn city anymore. I will get the hell out of Dodge.
I will move, even though I'm not 100% certain about anything, because I have to. I don't know of any other way to survive. I can't stay here. I have been basically "hustling" for 6 months. Is it that hard to find an honest job and make an honest and decent living? Apparently it is.
I don't care what I have to do. But I will not stay here. Maybe one day I will come back. I know I will come back. I love here with all of my heart. But I can't stay and keep doing the same thing. The results are coming out the same, and I'm not that good at math, but it's basically the same formula that 2x 4=12 and x isn't going to become 9, or 10, or any other number but 4 any time soon. And I don't like 4. I need 10. I need 15, hell, I need $100,000. So yeah. If you do the same thing, you get the same results. I need better results.
So I decided on the way back from my high school administrators house (where he comically said it was nice to see that not all high schoolers blow up after graduation) that I am moving. I will not look for a job in this damn city anymore. I will get the hell out of Dodge.
I will move, even though I'm not 100% certain about anything, because I have to. I don't know of any other way to survive. I can't stay here. I have been basically "hustling" for 6 months. Is it that hard to find an honest job and make an honest and decent living? Apparently it is.
I don't care what I have to do. But I will not stay here. Maybe one day I will come back. I know I will come back. I love here with all of my heart. But I can't stay and keep doing the same thing. The results are coming out the same, and I'm not that good at math, but it's basically the same formula that 2x 4=12 and x isn't going to become 9, or 10, or any other number but 4 any time soon. And I don't like 4. I need 10. I need 15, hell, I need $100,000. So yeah. If you do the same thing, you get the same results. I need better results.