Jul 27, 2005 12:10
Life just has that funny way of making even the most relaxe care free person in this world crazy over something so simple but powerful as love.
It makes you wonder what is are reason for being here,love is just there to help get through things that we might not be able to get through by ourself.It's like an extra shoulder for us to lean.I mean i have have been with evan 5months and 3days and to tell you the truth he has helped me so much and i am very grateful for him I hope that I get to be with him for the rest of my life and that is one thing i am sure of without even haveing to think about it.I love him and i know he loves me and i would do anything for him. I know he would do anything for me to.But i mean i can't expect him to do everything i think about it ok if every girl i know has boyfriend who says he would do anything them they would expect the world diamonds,just everything they can get out of him,but i mean you can't do that would make me feel really bad because i am used to doing everything on my own and i couldn't expect him to do it all.He tells me that is here to help take the stress of my shoulders i mean not all of it but some of it and he know that i appreciate,and he knows that i wouldn't abuse it becasue i rather do everything by myself.I know that alot of girl would abuse it but you need to think about it ok think of how it make the guy feel not just how you feel.I was talking to my boyfriends brother and he asked if i thought i was special and i told him no!!!!!!He said that was a first because every gurl he knows thinks they're special and I asked the girls that think they're special expect you to do everything for them don't they and he said yes!!!!!Then i told that is the diffrence i don't expect anyone to do anything for me...If they want to help they can but I'm not going to ask them