Mar 18, 2008 07:02
I vote "NO" on pain.
My right hip usually hurts, and causes related pains in my knee, ankle, and foot. Then my lower back also hurts, but only a little, and only occasionally, so rather than being related to the hip, I think it's its own thing. Then last week, I added pain in my neck and shoulders. I thought that pain was just from sleeping on a different mattress, and it wasn't too bad. This morning, after three nights back in my own bed, it's even worse. I can understand why people get hooked on prescription painkillers. I just want the pain to go away, and being numb is preferable to feeling like this. I took three Vicodin last night- two at around 9, and then one more around 12:30 because it still hurt. It scares me to keep needing more and more to make the pain go away. Today I can hopefully talk to my doctor, though, because I can't go on like this. I have a life to live, and a fear of drug addiction. I'd like to be pain free, but also not dependent on dangerous substances to make that happen.