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wow i have not wrote in this thing in forever. i should i helps me get my mind off things.yep been fightin with my parents agian. liek always but this time its bad. good thing im almost 18 well ill be 18 next year. then im moving out. i got totally plasted the other night and started balling my eyes out cuz this boy ryan started crying so we both started crying and hugging each other.:-/ then i flipped out on danielle and told her to take me home so she did at like 1 am and i lol i tryed to bust down my sisters window i guess and so she let me in and i started balling on her shoulder and saying i was going to save her from dad cuz hes and asshole and i need to save her from our life cuz shes my baby sister or something idk what i was talkin about i was full off mudd and i was Super plasterd with beer. yep no luck with any boys yet there all either not good enough for me or there assholes. but ill find the right guy hope fully. its just hard on my right now cuz i am still hurting and heartbrokin so its hard to trust any guy right now. im not even sure if i should have a new boyfriend for a long time they just try to controll u and shit. owell yeah i think ill just wait a year with no boyfriend. well im out.