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I had another one of my moments today when I know no matter what...I will be ok. They are relatively rare and somewhat far between but whenever I have them, it's like a moment of clarity and it can keep me going for a while. I think they come when you need them, whether you feel like you need them or not. Like some kind of intuition. Or survival mechanism.
Lately all of these people from my (recent) past have been coming back into my life since I've gotten back to school. It's good in that reassuring way...that everything that ever happened between you is ok and you can talk or call each other up whenever. And it's also good in that I realized how much I've grown from my experiences during first semester to now. I'm definitely a different person. And I think in a mostly positive way for me, I feel more satisfied inside. So although I like knowing that it's all ok with these people...I could also take it or leave it if I want. I'm not as attached. I'm growing up.
I can't wait to go home next weekend. I actually miss my mommy! Whoooo would have known??? It's like parents realize how much they miss you when you go away and they are sooo much nicer :-) To all u NHers---I told my mom she needs to get a new car so I can have hers this summer and guess what?! Ever since then she's been car shopping!!!!! WHAT WHAT* Hahahahaha so we can drive around in the waaaagon ;-)
I did Nicole's hair for the soiree tonight and I decided I'm dropping out of college and becoming a hairdresser.
Lately all of these people from my (recent) past have been coming back into my life since I've gotten back to school. It's good in that reassuring way...that everything that ever happened between you is ok and you can talk or call each other up whenever. And it's also good in that I realized how much I've grown from my experiences during first semester to now. I'm definitely a different person. And I think in a mostly positive way for me, I feel more satisfied inside. So although I like knowing that it's all ok with these people...I could also take it or leave it if I want. I'm not as attached. I'm growing up.
I can't wait to go home next weekend. I actually miss my mommy! Whoooo would have known??? It's like parents realize how much they miss you when you go away and they are sooo much nicer :-) To all u NHers---I told my mom she needs to get a new car so I can have hers this summer and guess what?! Ever since then she's been car shopping!!!!! WHAT WHAT* Hahahahaha so we can drive around in the waaaagon ;-)
I did Nicole's hair for the soiree tonight and I decided I'm dropping out of college and becoming a hairdresser.