fuck i am so bored
I ...
i hurt: when i'm alone
i love: no one.. i wish i had someone to love..
i hate: being lonely
i cry: every night
i fear: being alone and unloved
i hope: i have a happy future
i feel: depressed
i kill: my heart
i talk: to myself
i listen: to the rain hitting my window
i break: you
i see: red
i smell: freshly washed blankets
i taste: blood
i work: at the ye olde centerton inn
i remember: everything
i hold: my tears back
i hide: my feelings
i walk: alone
i drive: a mustang
i read: books
i burn: memories
i breathe: air
i dance: with you
i laugh: at nothing
i play: music
i sing: horribly
i miss: him
i want: to be happy
i wish: i had a boyfriend
i know: i never will
i dream: that i die
i have: nothing but a broken heart
i fall: onto a bed of pins an needles
i wait: for life to pass me by
i need: to find a better way
i live: with fear
i die: in my dreams
oh just fucking kill me already.