attic in the basement.
architecture in helsinki makes these dreadful gray days meaningful in an indie-flick way; as if my drives to work are the opening credit scenes that, while being mildly inconsequential, still serve to set up something better, a major plotline.
plotline hotline has a nice sound to it but i don't know what it could be used for. band name, maybe?
set up something better. hopefully that's what these last few days/weeks have been doing. break will be good, despite all the work i will be doing. it will just be a relief to not have to think for awhile.
my algebra final is tomorrow and i don't really care. i could not take it and still get a 3.0 in the class. however, it would be stupid to pass on an easy 4.0 so i'll be there tomorrow morning, striving to get at least a 92% to maintain said 4.0.
my argumentation final was today and i didn't really care. if i'm lucky, i got at least a 3.0. if i'm not, then whatever.
in my head, next semester seems much easier, course-wise, but i know once i get there it'll be the same amount of work, if not more. but i'm not going to think about that right now.
a lot of people from my high school are really pretty stupid. because i said that, someone from my high school will see this. not really though. and they'd all have negative things to say about me, that i'm self-important and conceited and shallow and probably quite stupid myself, but who cares. everyone can just think everyone else is stupid, thus validating their opinions about other people and discrediting those other people's opinions in one fell swoop. not bad.
i understand wanting to do well during college but i don't understand people who wholly immerse themselves in their studies. because usually they're all like "i came here to learn, and that's it" but there's more to learning than the contents of textbooks. let's try honing those social/people/networking skills, hey? no one's going to want to hire you if you're socially awkward to the extent where you can't take it down a notch when necessary. i'm not saying that the honing of those skills requires a rigorous round of keg stands or anything like that; certainly not. just...get out once in a goddamn while. you have middle age and everything after to be holed up in your living space every night of the week. not to mention that i know plenty of people with thriving social lives and exceptional GPAs.
don't know where that tangent came from. fuck, i should go to bed.
plotline hotline has a nice sound to it but i don't know what it could be used for. band name, maybe?
set up something better. hopefully that's what these last few days/weeks have been doing. break will be good, despite all the work i will be doing. it will just be a relief to not have to think for awhile.
my algebra final is tomorrow and i don't really care. i could not take it and still get a 3.0 in the class. however, it would be stupid to pass on an easy 4.0 so i'll be there tomorrow morning, striving to get at least a 92% to maintain said 4.0.
my argumentation final was today and i didn't really care. if i'm lucky, i got at least a 3.0. if i'm not, then whatever.
in my head, next semester seems much easier, course-wise, but i know once i get there it'll be the same amount of work, if not more. but i'm not going to think about that right now.
a lot of people from my high school are really pretty stupid. because i said that, someone from my high school will see this. not really though. and they'd all have negative things to say about me, that i'm self-important and conceited and shallow and probably quite stupid myself, but who cares. everyone can just think everyone else is stupid, thus validating their opinions about other people and discrediting those other people's opinions in one fell swoop. not bad.
i understand wanting to do well during college but i don't understand people who wholly immerse themselves in their studies. because usually they're all like "i came here to learn, and that's it" but there's more to learning than the contents of textbooks. let's try honing those social/people/networking skills, hey? no one's going to want to hire you if you're socially awkward to the extent where you can't take it down a notch when necessary. i'm not saying that the honing of those skills requires a rigorous round of keg stands or anything like that; certainly not. just...get out once in a goddamn while. you have middle age and everything after to be holed up in your living space every night of the week. not to mention that i know plenty of people with thriving social lives and exceptional GPAs.
don't know where that tangent came from. fuck, i should go to bed.