soooo
Nothing like an update from the computer lab at school. First off I just want to say I'm in a deep hole!
lol, and I laugh because its my fault.
I wanted to take a break from life this week, so I did. I got out more then I have all semester and hung out with some friends, did what most college kids do. Which would have been ok if I wasn't playing softball or if I didn't have a HUGE ASS DRAFTING PROJECT!!! WHICH I HAVE DONE NOTHING ON!!!!
I kept telling my self all week, just do a little bit of work on it and it will get done.... well starting it was the whole problem and I just never did much of that. So now I'm stuck and its monday and he's checking what we have done tomorrow and thats a grade for what we have done and I need to do about 90% more on what I've already done to get everything I need done, lol. So yeah... and then ur asking your self why am I updating then if I have that to work on.... and I'm asking my self the same question. I took this little vacation and I just want to stay on it. Again this is where a white round room would come in handy and just lock me in it with nothing but my drafting program. But it shouldn't take that for me to start working on something and finish it. So i'm going to suck it up for the next 24 days of school and pound stuff out. I gave me self a whole week of updates that said I wanted to change my life and get shit back in order and what have I done? taken a vacation from life. I can't do that anymore. I need to understand what I want, and follow up on what I said I wanted.
Plans for the summer are getting tossed around again. I think I've almost decided for sure on not staying in WV to work. I need to get out of here and get away from this place I think. I've spent my year of school up here and for the summer I don't want to be up here too, lol. Working in GA is pulling more weight right now I think because of the opp. I know for sure down there. I'm not out in CA and I can't really say whats there and whats not. I have 3 great places I could live though in CA which is what keeps me wanting to drift back out there. The idea of the summer I have to keep in mind is to make money, but also I need to enjoy my self. I just cracked down for a year for softball and school, I need to make the summer fun and not kill my self.
So we'll see where the jobs take me. If anyone has the hook up let me know :).
I sent some necessary emails today which made me feel like I did something of importance. My PC class cancled test 3 THANK YOU!!! now we just have our projects to work on. Woot woot.
I have today off from softball and don't have class till noon tomorrow but I also have games at four. So I have to leave my drafting class early which means he won't have much time to look at my drawings before I leave. :) But that means I have from about 3:30 today till I fall asleep and 7am till 11:30 to work on these drawings, lets see how long I last before I crack. lol.
I wish it would start raining so I wouldn't have lab outside today.... Blah. Oh well. I don't know how many labs I've missed but its like 1 or 2 I'm behind in again.
Yeah ok I haven't really cared much about it, but my birthday is wednesday just to give people a heads up. Parents are buying me a drafting program which I def. will need for the rest of my life, lol.
(unless melissa can get me a key gen :) ) hehe
and then I'm getting a little cash to buy my drafting stool, and whats left over is mine. So not really sure what I want to spend it on, I don't want to be a compulsive buyer either so I'll try and hold out till the summer and figure out what I'm doing so I know what I'll need. (might need dress clothes or something you know)
So anyways... yeah
also I've been on a I miss my doggie kick. I really wish I could get a dog for my apt. But mom would flip if i went and did it after she said she didn't want me to have one. She said she didn't want me to have one until I was out of college!!!!!! I can almost garentee that won't happen cuz thats a long ass time, lol. I get lonely in my apt. :(.
Alright well I guess I need to do that math hw I didn't do and then go to class.
I was trying to get another hour of sleep but I ended up talking to my parents on the phone for an hour about random stuff and summer jobs.
Just going to have to see what happens.
<3 Beth
leave me some love :)
P.S. Kat... are u still alive?!!! lol u never answer IM's and u never update!!! COME BACK!!!
P.P.S. ICON PLEE :)!!!!
lol, and I laugh because its my fault.
I wanted to take a break from life this week, so I did. I got out more then I have all semester and hung out with some friends, did what most college kids do. Which would have been ok if I wasn't playing softball or if I didn't have a HUGE ASS DRAFTING PROJECT!!! WHICH I HAVE DONE NOTHING ON!!!!
I kept telling my self all week, just do a little bit of work on it and it will get done.... well starting it was the whole problem and I just never did much of that. So now I'm stuck and its monday and he's checking what we have done tomorrow and thats a grade for what we have done and I need to do about 90% more on what I've already done to get everything I need done, lol. So yeah... and then ur asking your self why am I updating then if I have that to work on.... and I'm asking my self the same question. I took this little vacation and I just want to stay on it. Again this is where a white round room would come in handy and just lock me in it with nothing but my drafting program. But it shouldn't take that for me to start working on something and finish it. So i'm going to suck it up for the next 24 days of school and pound stuff out. I gave me self a whole week of updates that said I wanted to change my life and get shit back in order and what have I done? taken a vacation from life. I can't do that anymore. I need to understand what I want, and follow up on what I said I wanted.
Plans for the summer are getting tossed around again. I think I've almost decided for sure on not staying in WV to work. I need to get out of here and get away from this place I think. I've spent my year of school up here and for the summer I don't want to be up here too, lol. Working in GA is pulling more weight right now I think because of the opp. I know for sure down there. I'm not out in CA and I can't really say whats there and whats not. I have 3 great places I could live though in CA which is what keeps me wanting to drift back out there. The idea of the summer I have to keep in mind is to make money, but also I need to enjoy my self. I just cracked down for a year for softball and school, I need to make the summer fun and not kill my self.
So we'll see where the jobs take me. If anyone has the hook up let me know :).
I sent some necessary emails today which made me feel like I did something of importance. My PC class cancled test 3 THANK YOU!!! now we just have our projects to work on. Woot woot.
I have today off from softball and don't have class till noon tomorrow but I also have games at four. So I have to leave my drafting class early which means he won't have much time to look at my drawings before I leave. :) But that means I have from about 3:30 today till I fall asleep and 7am till 11:30 to work on these drawings, lets see how long I last before I crack. lol.
I wish it would start raining so I wouldn't have lab outside today.... Blah. Oh well. I don't know how many labs I've missed but its like 1 or 2 I'm behind in again.
Yeah ok I haven't really cared much about it, but my birthday is wednesday just to give people a heads up. Parents are buying me a drafting program which I def. will need for the rest of my life, lol.
(unless melissa can get me a key gen :) ) hehe
and then I'm getting a little cash to buy my drafting stool, and whats left over is mine. So not really sure what I want to spend it on, I don't want to be a compulsive buyer either so I'll try and hold out till the summer and figure out what I'm doing so I know what I'll need. (might need dress clothes or something you know)
So anyways... yeah
also I've been on a I miss my doggie kick. I really wish I could get a dog for my apt. But mom would flip if i went and did it after she said she didn't want me to have one. She said she didn't want me to have one until I was out of college!!!!!! I can almost garentee that won't happen cuz thats a long ass time, lol. I get lonely in my apt. :(.
Alright well I guess I need to do that math hw I didn't do and then go to class.
I was trying to get another hour of sleep but I ended up talking to my parents on the phone for an hour about random stuff and summer jobs.
Just going to have to see what happens.
<3 Beth
leave me some love :)
P.S. Kat... are u still alive?!!! lol u never answer IM's and u never update!!! COME BACK!!!
P.P.S. ICON PLEE :)!!!!