WTF?!
in a pissed off mad sad mood right now, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me but everything is pissing me off right now. I don't want to be anywhere, I just want to be on a mountain top alone, or with my bf.
My softball coach pissed me off today, don't want to get into it again but he doesn't know how the fuck to schedule anything.
ahhhh I have homework and studying and shit to be doing... I don't feel like it but i know I need to do it. So I'll get to it sooner or later.
I drove up last night around 5 and got to see chris in Charleston around 7. It was really good to see him. I needed to see him, bad. like I wish I could see him now and just go drive somewhere and get away for a while. I'm kind of sliding down a hill right now and I don't know where I'm going to stop. I'm already sick of school, I'm sick of Bluefield, and I'm sick of some people here. I need something new, something more. I feel like I'm missing out on so much else that is out there. I'm prob. just going through a "mood" right now and no its not that time of month, I'm just pissed off at everything and want everything to change. blah I'll just shut up now, suck it up and move on.
I'll talk more about it later I guess. I have too much on my mind to talk about but I have more important things to do with my time.
Talk to everyone later
<3 Beth
My softball coach pissed me off today, don't want to get into it again but he doesn't know how the fuck to schedule anything.
ahhhh I have homework and studying and shit to be doing... I don't feel like it but i know I need to do it. So I'll get to it sooner or later.
I drove up last night around 5 and got to see chris in Charleston around 7. It was really good to see him. I needed to see him, bad. like I wish I could see him now and just go drive somewhere and get away for a while. I'm kind of sliding down a hill right now and I don't know where I'm going to stop. I'm already sick of school, I'm sick of Bluefield, and I'm sick of some people here. I need something new, something more. I feel like I'm missing out on so much else that is out there. I'm prob. just going through a "mood" right now and no its not that time of month, I'm just pissed off at everything and want everything to change. blah I'll just shut up now, suck it up and move on.
I'll talk more about it later I guess. I have too much on my mind to talk about but I have more important things to do with my time.
Talk to everyone later
<3 Beth