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Well today was actually pretty good. Woke up around 11 and spent a lot of time on the computer. It was kinda rainy so once it cleared up it was like 3 or something and I didn't feel like going to the beach. Worked out arms and shoulders again. Finished up graduation thank yous. Ate dinner and showered, then went to Keith's. Had some Captain and Coke and handled the alcohol as best I ever have. It usually would get me atleast buzzed but I felt normal. Anyways. Just partied it up for a while. It was fun. Got home shortly before 1. Shower then bed.
... Thought about her maybe 10 times today. Not as bad as I thought it would be. It's just kind of a joke now. Like a bad dream or something, isolated in the past and all I can do is laugh.
I think tomorrow I wanna go to the beach. Yes. And it'll be my night to be with my mom. So I think I'll get her to buzz my hair too. Ain't got no women to worry about anymore and I really don't care if it turns out bad. It'll grow out. Heh. Good stuff. I told myself I'm holding off until UF in a couple months to start opening up to another girl. Just wait and it'll be muuuuch better. Plus they're all smart, more mature (than an underclassman), and college chicks are naturally hot. It's gonna be so awesome... :D
I want a beer. Actually, I want 3 beers and I'll be very happy. I love beer.
... Thought about her maybe 10 times today. Not as bad as I thought it would be. It's just kind of a joke now. Like a bad dream or something, isolated in the past and all I can do is laugh.
I think tomorrow I wanna go to the beach. Yes. And it'll be my night to be with my mom. So I think I'll get her to buzz my hair too. Ain't got no women to worry about anymore and I really don't care if it turns out bad. It'll grow out. Heh. Good stuff. I told myself I'm holding off until UF in a couple months to start opening up to another girl. Just wait and it'll be muuuuch better. Plus they're all smart, more mature (than an underclassman), and college chicks are naturally hot. It's gonna be so awesome... :D
I want a beer. Actually, I want 3 beers and I'll be very happy. I love beer.