(R)eally ready this time...
i don't know what to do. i feel like i can't do anything. i feel so stuck in this situation, and it pretty much sucks! we'll see how tonight goes. i hate this so much. i would like to at least know what he is thinking right about now, rather than trying to guess. i won't ask, though because that would be way too vulnerable. oh man. poop. that's what this feels like, i think. ha. i am really excited about chocolate cake =). so, how has YOUR day been? tell me!