Oct 02, 2005 02:52
tonight was so great.
i don't know why i have such a hard time opening up to people.
-doing what God wants me to do.
-had a date with kaben.
-saw crash again... intense again.
-took a long long walk.
-had a long long talk.
-smiled quite a lot.
-laughed even more.
-had some awkward moments.
-had some really comfortable moments, too.
-pretty sure he is pretty much amazing.
-for the first time, i listened.
-it is actually fun.
-thank you, victoria for suggesting it.
-i go to sleep tonight with more faith than i woke up with. more faith that God will write my love story, and that i will enjoy the journey... i will not continue to try to push my plan on Him. that was no fun.
-thank God for all that He is doing in my life right now. for all the mighty men and women that He is bringing into my life. i don't deserve all the attention that He gives me... and that is what makes it so precious.
-*sigh*