I just wanted to let everyone know...
The Atrium in Worcester sucks hard core... esp when the guy you like (that you spent an amazing afternoon/evening with) makes out with a friend of yours right in front of you. Oh yeah, and when his baby's mama is all over him too even though they both hate eachother's guts. Hmmm and did I mention his best friend doesn't know how to keep his paws to himself?
I feel like such a fucking idiot. Could it have been the amount of alcohol in them? who the fuck cares. im such a fucking loser that needs to get over this bullshit that i led myself into... and finally fell face first into.
on a happier note, met new friend Kevin. He seems alot like me... but up a notch. If thats even possible... I had a lot of fun dancing with him cept for when pyscho best friend boy would try to grab me from him and smack my ass. He bought me a shot, that was cool. It'll be fun getting to know him.
I fucking hate guys so much.
i hate this, i hate what im going through. I hate being overemotional right now, i hate that i cannot stand anything about myself. I have zero love for Erin right now, and it may be like that for a while. I need to stop. ugh
I feel like such a fucking idiot. Could it have been the amount of alcohol in them? who the fuck cares. im such a fucking loser that needs to get over this bullshit that i led myself into... and finally fell face first into.
on a happier note, met new friend Kevin. He seems alot like me... but up a notch. If thats even possible... I had a lot of fun dancing with him cept for when pyscho best friend boy would try to grab me from him and smack my ass. He bought me a shot, that was cool. It'll be fun getting to know him.
I fucking hate guys so much.
i hate this, i hate what im going through. I hate being overemotional right now, i hate that i cannot stand anything about myself. I have zero love for Erin right now, and it may be like that for a while. I need to stop. ugh