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Had a great day today. went to Sunderland (yippee), which isnt in itself great news. But i managed to speak to some people I havent seen in ages, which was nice. Although i know this is a slightly nasty thing to say but theres a small bitter side to mne that likes it when people you used to kinow arent doing as well as ou in life. It kind of validates your life to some degree. Ohh i was job hunting today as well and i got some encouraging feedback. I fancy doing some bar work or maybe even working in a hotel. Theres a place in Newcastle thats advertising fior reception staff, which im pretty certain i could do. I would probably have to get a hair cut, but its a sacrifice im willing to make. All I really want is something to occupy me for a few hours a day, of course a bit of extra money in my pocket would be nice as well, certainly. It would be nice to be able to buy Sally nice things occasionally, shes always been very understanding regarding my financial situation, but still it would be nice to, perhapsd take her out for a meal at a really nice restaurant or buy her a snow globe form the disney Store . She started college recently, which is great and im so proud of her, i think its shows remarkable bravery to go back into education, especially considering her problems in the past. Makes me love her that little bit more .
OOHHH Big brothers coming on soon, and i want to see if Tim has gotten any more ginger today I have nothing against ginger people per se but hes been very decietful about it, tellling everyone hes mousy brown, when he has in fact got fire knackers. hehe, im such a child. Im learning to become less judgemental about people, can you tell? Ta for a bit