Jun 17, 2004 08:01
So my mom locked me out of the house tonight, just so when I cam home, I would have to make the choice of either knocking and waking her up so she could yell at me, or I could just leave and not have a home anymore.
So I broke in, silly fucking bitch didnt lock the dead bolt.
Of course it made a lot of noise breaking in, so she woke up, flipped out on me. Because I got home at 3 and was supposed to wake up at 10:30 today. I said woah, I'm fine. She still continued to flip out, refused to accept any of the apologies I gave her for comming in so late. Started accusing me of not ever meaning anything I say and just go to fucking bed so I can waste her time later.
All in all a fun evening. I sat back, watched the last two hours of the second run of adult swim. Made myself a resume, attempted to print it out, but it turns out I have no black ink. That could put a damper on the days plans (that and my no gas). I cleaned my room, wasnt a thorough cleaning, but enough to keep that lady satisfied, and I am actually going to finish it up when Im not so fucking tired. I am so burnt out and drained, I cant even deal with it. And all this rejection from jobs is starting to get to me in a very uncomfortable way, like you know when you tried to join that gang, and the initiation just happened to be deep throating a horse... that sorta uncomfortable.
But alas, who am I too complain...
I am after all an egotistical, child molesting, self centered, manipulative, low life, drug addict, horrible human being, liar, who will never accomplish anything... Oh oh and I just try to bring everyone down with me on my eternal spiral into sheer worthlessness!
Well thats what I've pieced together from over the passed erm 6 motnhs of things I've heard people say about me when they think I don't know things. So I guess that makes me oblivious as well. YAY!
I <3 existance...
I am so fucking good at it.
-q.Ne
I aint happy, I'm feelin glad, I've got sunshine in a bag, cause I'm useless, but not for long, the future is going on.