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fasching parade. mainz kastel.
my sister's creative connection drama one act play was hilarious. i loved it!! i loved what everyone did. everything seemed so perfect in that artsy way. it was brilliant! now they're back. different from when they left...especially between kevin and rachel. i don't know what the hell happened but it did. i can't say i'm terribly upset about it, but i feel bad for rachel.
goin' downtown tomorrow with tim and jon. should be fun. i mean, i'm gonna be spending the whole day with both of 'em. what could be better? oh yeah...the only way i could go was if my sister went...can't say i'm terribly happy about that, but i'm glad she's willing to go on my behalf. i'm really thankful for that.
school's boring. i always lose motivation during the 3rd quarter, but i'm doing better this year. i really need to get my report typed if i wanna do everything i would like to. being a roadie, going to the gym, going to soccer practice and all that jazz.
i failed to make it into honors again. i have two more years ((tentatively)) to make it in. my mom keeps saying that if something happens with my great aunt, we're going back b/c my mom doesn't want her dad in a nursing home. he's 90, on oxygen most the day and all night, doesn't have a short term memory, if he falls he has no energy to get himself back up, there are many days where he can't remember if he fell and so they go to the doctor to make sure nothing's wrong. i haven't seen the man in over 3 years and apparently since then, his health has declined dramatically. i'm really worried about him, but i have this weird, almost, fear of old people. they scare me and i have no clue why. my grandpa scared me when i was little. i hid from him for hours under my bed, just hoping i wouldn't be found...ever since then, i've had mixed feelings. it's really sad. i love him to death, tho.
soccer season: 16 days. can't wait.