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... I don’t like most of you. That's a bit harsh. Let me start over. I don’t like weird people. I don’t like loud people or people that have to or try to be better than everyone in anything. Considering that most of the school falls into this category I absolutely loath school. Don’t get me wrong some of you are fine and I respect and get along with but a few bad apples just ruin it for me. I don’t know I’m just sick of…I don’t know …everything I guess. I don’t like the feeling that someone I knew like a sibling 2 years ago I can even talk to anymore and I feel like I don’t know them. Whatever. That’s my take on that. I don’t like the feeling that I am under appreciated. Let’s leave that at that. I am terribly lonely. I’m not even looking for someone who is perfect because I don’t think that would be any fun. I want to meet some someone who I can treat well like all the stuff you see on the movies. That would be awesome. I would like to catch up with and hang out with Emily Zalowki because she is an awesome girl. If anyone could maybe help me out there that would be rad. Maybe Keira Knigtley too but I doubt that would happen. I don’t really like that fact that just because I choose not to drink or smoke I tend to be excluded a lot. Well I used to be concerned about that now that I think about it being excluded isn’t all that bad sometimes. I really hate my neighborhood and most of the kids who live in it. Lithia Ridge is dying. I hate how its still 80 degrees outside and I can’t wear jackets in the middle of December. I can’t wait to get my license just so I can listen to my badass cd player that changes colors. I really miss 8th grade definitely the best days of my life so far. Whatever. I guess those are my thoughts. .I have been holding those in for like 2 months now. Usually there is someone, and really only one person, I can vent all of this to but I didn’t really want to put all of this on her at the same time. But yeah I guess that’s the end. Merry Christ and Happy Han-uh-kuh