Jul 05, 2005 02:53
Wow last week has been so awesome. Going to california was so much fun. I saw the Badlands in South Dakota and i saw mountains and huge clifs. I also went to yellowstone national park which is so beautiful. I basicly climbed down this mountain side to see a waterfall. It was so beautiful. Then i went to california where the weather is always beautiful. I went to San Fransisco which is a massive city filled with palm trees and massive houses and such. It really should be called Cluster Fuck Central because traffic is horrible and people were everywhere. I also saw the big red wood treed which stood like 360 feet tall. They were massive and i put my hand in the pacific ocean. I'm so glad we took a flight back because i could not stand being in a car any while longer it was so crazy. I dont want to be in a car again for a really long time.
I'm so excited. I got a letter in the mail from this poetry contest and its going to be published in a book. Its copy righted and everything. I'm so happy about that.
I miss Mario a lot though. This sucks so much. School isnt going to be fun any more and now i'm alone cuz i dont have anyone to hang out with. Its like suddenly loosing all of your friends. I mean the only reason i usually get invited anywhere is because of him because we come in a pair. Me and Mario. And now its like loosing my foundation and i miss him so much. I'm loosing my best friend because he moved to back to detroit with his dad. I dont know how to explain it but half of me is missing. I think i love mario more that i ever loved anyone else i mean he is my best friend in the whole entire world and now i hardly ever talk to him anymore because he moved away. i cant just call him whenever and ask him if he want to walk up to the mall or the park or go bike riding. God i miss him so much i'm crying right now. So many things change now. How the hell am i going to run GSA next year? No offense to you jenny i love you but you and marshall have add like none other and the only way i am going to be able to do anything is if i do it myself and take it over. I dont know what i am going to do because i am going to be alone in it because jenny your not mentally stable most of the time ans sensitive on a lot of the issues. Its just one big bundle of stress that i am not sure i can take on without mario. hmmm i dont know what to do without him....