Apr 19, 2005 19:54
How about my dad is the biggest asshole. I'm sorry i dont work all day because i'm trying to get an education and i dont give a flying fuck if you wont pay for my college. There are alternative sources. So what if i have to go to macomb community college first see how much money you fucking get when i publish my writings and become a journalist for Newsweek or National Geographic. Asshole. If you dont give some respect dont expect to get any back. He is the only person in the world out of all the people i know that can make me so mad and frustrated in the matter of 30 seconds that i am on the verge of tears. I know he didnt want kids and it was an "accident" that my mom got pregnant in the first place because she wasnt even supposed to have kids. I'm sorry that i was the "mistake" he made but sometimes you just have to fucking deal with the mistake you made and run with it. Its how my mom fell in love with him that baffels me on how true love can ever exist because i will never end up like this in the end. I would rather die alone. I would rather die writing something important than let a routine job rule my life. Fuck that and fuck him because it isnt fair that i have to put up with him. I'm sorry my GPA is a 3.75. o but it never will be good enough will it? It always hurts more in the end to be told that nothing i do in life will ever be good enough for him.