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I'm so tired of always being confused. I never know where i stand and
even if i try i don't think i would be able to please you anymore.
Things have changed. I never know for definate but its always at the
back of my mind that its aimed at me. And us. I don't know what to say
or not say anymore because there's a different rule that goes for me.
The slightest slip could set it all off again. And now it just feels
that all the closeness is lost. Because it is. In every case.
I finally decided what phone to get--- K750i ---i think its quite a buffting. Quite excited now.
4 day weekend next week, i cant wait.
On sunday i slept in until 10.30am, i cant remember the last time i slept that well. I cant wait until christmas to go to tenerife.
Is anybody else not so upset about all the christmas adverts? Yesterday i saw adverts for buying christmas trees and the first adverts i saw were back in september... I think it just ruins the whole christmas spirit so much... makes it one big shopping trip. Just a big shopping list.
This year because we are going to tenerife, rather than taking the father christmas presents with us and having loads to carry we are doing some dutch thing where you hang up your stocking on 5th December instead to celebrate St. Nicholas or something... Father Christmas is coming early in the darby household this year...
I'm very tired. I feel very disconnected. I miss having someone to talk to.
I finally decided what phone to get--- K750i ---i think its quite a buffting. Quite excited now.
4 day weekend next week, i cant wait.
On sunday i slept in until 10.30am, i cant remember the last time i slept that well. I cant wait until christmas to go to tenerife.
Is anybody else not so upset about all the christmas adverts? Yesterday i saw adverts for buying christmas trees and the first adverts i saw were back in september... I think it just ruins the whole christmas spirit so much... makes it one big shopping trip. Just a big shopping list.
This year because we are going to tenerife, rather than taking the father christmas presents with us and having loads to carry we are doing some dutch thing where you hang up your stocking on 5th December instead to celebrate St. Nicholas or something... Father Christmas is coming early in the darby household this year...
I'm very tired. I feel very disconnected. I miss having someone to talk to.