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seriously.... i think i have the worse luck ever. not even joking. something needs to turn around. quickly
and fuck school starting next week. 12 hours. FUUUCCCCKKKKKK!
ok so thank god this thing saves drafts or whatever the fuck, cause i was writing this entry to vent how i have had a very long streak of bad luck lately and while i'm writing it my computer crashes... awesome right?
i think the reason i've been so aggressive and angry and agitated... is because i haven't started my new job and i don't know when i'm actually starting and its really stressing me out. i really can't remember the last time i didn't work every day. probably back when i was 15. so pretty much all i do nowadays is sit at home and waste away and go out and spend money i really can't' afford to be spending... like i said its stressing me out and its my own damn fault..
if anyone has any shit that needs to be done, i will work for food... i mean i will work for money. i'm getting to that point of desperation.
and fuck school starting next week. 12 hours. FUUUCCCCKKKKKK!
ok so thank god this thing saves drafts or whatever the fuck, cause i was writing this entry to vent how i have had a very long streak of bad luck lately and while i'm writing it my computer crashes... awesome right?
i think the reason i've been so aggressive and angry and agitated... is because i haven't started my new job and i don't know when i'm actually starting and its really stressing me out. i really can't remember the last time i didn't work every day. probably back when i was 15. so pretty much all i do nowadays is sit at home and waste away and go out and spend money i really can't' afford to be spending... like i said its stressing me out and its my own damn fault..
if anyone has any shit that needs to be done, i will work for food... i mean i will work for money. i'm getting to that point of desperation.