where i hung my coat... it's where i left my head. so u'd be wise to doubt every word i said.

[allofthis632]

ok i didn't think i was capable of having a panic attack, but im pretty sure i had my first one last night. i couldn't go to sleep. i don't know y. a lot of things running through my head. i was cramming for my accounting test. like this accounting test i took today decided my semester. and suprisingly i think i did really really well.

"[patient]
u see the deal was, her parents would take care of the kid until they got their feet on the ground. cause they both have full time jobs and werent financially stable yet, so they say. but her mom would always ask, "when are you gonna pick up Dean?" the baby. and theyd say they didnt have the time or they werent ready. ya know time passed quick and he wasnt a baby anymore. none of them really had the heart to tell him that his parents were too busy for him, didnt have time for him. he never knew that his aunt and uncle were actually his mom and dad.

[shrink]
so they never picked him up?

[patient]
no, but they did however send checks every week to pay for all his expenses

[shrink]
well thats good, but i thought they couldnt afford it, that was y they couldnt pick him up, right?

[patient]
yeah..."