even after you're dead
i'm very skilled at ruining just about every good thing that happens to me.
i need to be more aware. i need to use what i have. i need to not spend what i haven't got. i need to grow up.
hey what about how i thought i couldn't do anything more passive-aggressive? well just look at how i've left my previous living situation. via text message i recieved, "are you moving in with tommie?" to which i responded, "yes." "are you mad at me?" "no i just don't want to live there anymore." "understandable." this is all. and now that i've moved out with no mention having been made outloud, i feel quite unsettled about the way i handled myself.
and then i argue with myself. i know i didn't do the right thing, but i'm working hard to convince myself otherwise.
i need to be more aware. i need to use what i have. i need to not spend what i haven't got. i need to grow up.
hey what about how i thought i couldn't do anything more passive-aggressive? well just look at how i've left my previous living situation. via text message i recieved, "are you moving in with tommie?" to which i responded, "yes." "are you mad at me?" "no i just don't want to live there anymore." "understandable." this is all. and now that i've moved out with no mention having been made outloud, i feel quite unsettled about the way i handled myself.
and then i argue with myself. i know i didn't do the right thing, but i'm working hard to convince myself otherwise.