the buck stops here....
i've decided to do a little changing to my friends list...some recent events have shown me exactly how some people allow others to treat their "friends"...it's sad actually...but i suppose thats what happens when you have a chick with no self-esteem bumping into a loser that hunts those kinda girls...it turns the chicks perception of things upside down....therefore i will be the bigger person and end it all with the click of a button since she has shown me absolutely no respect....
from the beginning of this fiasco i tried to explain to her as to why this situation upset me (this is what friends do)..and well, it pretty much had to do with how she treated me when i was with this guy...ya, talk about going around a circle of friends..can ya say loser? (he even admits himself he reeks of loser lol)...but anywho...it got out of hand and of course, she saw me as the one being in the wrong when in all reality, i wasn't even speaking to him to begin with...but she allowed him to speak directly to me in her journal and bash me...he wrote of things in my life and made reasons for those things totally untrue (like he would know to begin with)...my closest of friends know why im still living at home, they know how i truly am, they know the things i want them to know about me...i don't need some insecure asshole making shit up about me and i don't need a so-called friend allowing those lies to be posted...actually, it made him look like an even bigger ass...i didn't think that was possible, but hell, he just did it...and it showed exactly what kind of a drama queen she is to allow it to get that out of hand...
so with this i am changing who imma allow to see what on my journal...
and oh ya, this message is for heath..cuz i KNOW you're gonna show him stacy...but yes, i am better than you..and i always will be..i have never used suicide as a means of attention like you so often do, i have never used people against each other just for shits and giggles, i have never intentionally hurt someone to make myself feel better, i have never cheated on my better half, i have never over-dramatized things to get my way, i have never lied, stole, and cheated to get what i want (i've always worked for it), i have never and never will hit another person out of frustration, and heres the best of all, i have NEVER threatened an innocent child...which all of these things you have done to me...you wanna say i have bitterness toward you, then ok, i do...but in all reality, i think any mother that loves her child will toward any boy who threatens to harm her child...any guy that threatens a 5 year old child will never become a man...so good luck with that...someday you will get yours, karma always comes back at ya three-fold, same to you stacy
~peace~
from the beginning of this fiasco i tried to explain to her as to why this situation upset me (this is what friends do)..and well, it pretty much had to do with how she treated me when i was with this guy...ya, talk about going around a circle of friends..can ya say loser? (he even admits himself he reeks of loser lol)...but anywho...it got out of hand and of course, she saw me as the one being in the wrong when in all reality, i wasn't even speaking to him to begin with...but she allowed him to speak directly to me in her journal and bash me...he wrote of things in my life and made reasons for those things totally untrue (like he would know to begin with)...my closest of friends know why im still living at home, they know how i truly am, they know the things i want them to know about me...i don't need some insecure asshole making shit up about me and i don't need a so-called friend allowing those lies to be posted...actually, it made him look like an even bigger ass...i didn't think that was possible, but hell, he just did it...and it showed exactly what kind of a drama queen she is to allow it to get that out of hand...
so with this i am changing who imma allow to see what on my journal...
and oh ya, this message is for heath..cuz i KNOW you're gonna show him stacy...but yes, i am better than you..and i always will be..i have never used suicide as a means of attention like you so often do, i have never used people against each other just for shits and giggles, i have never intentionally hurt someone to make myself feel better, i have never cheated on my better half, i have never over-dramatized things to get my way, i have never lied, stole, and cheated to get what i want (i've always worked for it), i have never and never will hit another person out of frustration, and heres the best of all, i have NEVER threatened an innocent child...which all of these things you have done to me...you wanna say i have bitterness toward you, then ok, i do...but in all reality, i think any mother that loves her child will toward any boy who threatens to harm her child...any guy that threatens a 5 year old child will never become a man...so good luck with that...someday you will get yours, karma always comes back at ya three-fold, same to you stacy
~peace~