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ok ok....so I know its been a looooooooong time. Call my crazy, but I just dont have the need to type down everything that is happening in my life. So sorry I havent updated. Life has been pretty good. I've worked alot..as always.
I have been feeling really stressed out at home. I just feel like I am so inclosed at home. My mom needs me for so many thing and my sister does too. I feel like my head will just explode! I have this big need to just RUN AWAY. Maybe even go to a different college. But I wont, or not until my mom doesnt need me so much.
Ryan and I are great. We are closer than ever. I have never really had bad things to say about our relationship(knock on wood).
I have decided to go on a REAL diet. When I say real, I mean no more junk food or a reasonable amount of it and more workouts. I just feel really sluggish and need to lose a few extra pounds...or just tone up.
Last Saturday everyone met up at Backstreet and we all got to meet Chris' new boy toy. Slade is cool, hot, beautiful, and friendly. What more could you ask for?! hehe I hope everything works out. Going to backstreet is one of my favorite things to do. I just have fun and dance(if you wanna call it that). It was great! I must do it more often.
So- in the back of my mind I am a lil scared. My mom is going into the hospital for a hip replacement. This is her 2nd one, so I know the drill. I know she will be fine. But I just pray nothing goes wrong. At times I strongly dislike my mom, but I am not ready to live my life without her.
Well, thats all I got right now. So I am sure it will be another few weeks before I make another update!
MUCH LOVE!
sara
I have been feeling really stressed out at home. I just feel like I am so inclosed at home. My mom needs me for so many thing and my sister does too. I feel like my head will just explode! I have this big need to just RUN AWAY. Maybe even go to a different college. But I wont, or not until my mom doesnt need me so much.
Ryan and I are great. We are closer than ever. I have never really had bad things to say about our relationship(knock on wood).
I have decided to go on a REAL diet. When I say real, I mean no more junk food or a reasonable amount of it and more workouts. I just feel really sluggish and need to lose a few extra pounds...or just tone up.
Last Saturday everyone met up at Backstreet and we all got to meet Chris' new boy toy. Slade is cool, hot, beautiful, and friendly. What more could you ask for?! hehe I hope everything works out. Going to backstreet is one of my favorite things to do. I just have fun and dance(if you wanna call it that). It was great! I must do it more often.
So- in the back of my mind I am a lil scared. My mom is going into the hospital for a hip replacement. This is her 2nd one, so I know the drill. I know she will be fine. But I just pray nothing goes wrong. At times I strongly dislike my mom, but I am not ready to live my life without her.
Well, thats all I got right now. So I am sure it will be another few weeks before I make another update!
MUCH LOVE!
sara