Its starting to get better.....

[allmixed_up]

.... So I woke up this morning feeling a little better. Its still hard, I really do keep expecting her to call.... but the more I see the articles and the pictures, it becomes more and more real to me. I've heard the the actual news showing is the hardest thing to watch. I really don't want to see it... I don't think that I could handle it.

So I'm working on functioning today... but we'll see how that works. I'm in class right now, but I don't know if I'm going to make it through the day. Oh well......

I'm going to go back to trying to pay attention....