A True Sarah Haunting
its funny how the past can just creep up on you. i thought i was over everything that has happened to me. well i guess not. i had this crazy dream the other night. and now i can't seem to get the past out of my head/heart. i feel like all i can do is just get a hold of my past to help me figure out my future. sometimes i wish the past would stay right where it is... the past. all of this has left me confused, and i really don't know who to talk to about it. i don't even feel like its something i can talk to joe about. and i know i can always talk to him about anything. this is just one of those rough patches in life, and i know i'll be over and have learned from it soon enough. but that soon enough, is not soon enough. i need clarification. i need resolution. i need help with this. i know i can do what i know i have to do. and i also know that its going to be quite draining. and when its over. i'll tell him. everything. i just need to take care of somethings first... the past, the past, the past. the past........the one thing you can't run from.....