This is how it works.
I decided that I am going to turn my computer off for a week or two. I realized that i am attached to the interent and am on it way to much. I WAKE UP and go on the internet. I don't wait just enjoy life when I first wake up which is the best time to enjoy it. I go on AIM to see if Brandon is on or Candice. How lame is that? Then... I go on Myspace and see if I got comments. I think that was the breaking point. Going on myspace to see if I got comments. That is when you know that you are no longer a person... It was a terrible discovery. Then I check my email and then Facebook. I am attached to these websites just like everyone else who has them. That is terrible. So, I decided to just shut it off. For a week and if i don't get everything I want to get done done, I'll keep it off for an extra week. If you need to talk to me, call me like a normal person. If you don't have my number, ha! I need to find myself again because I really lost me. I lost Amanda to the internet! Fuck that is lame. WIth this week or two I decided I am going to write and draw and take pictures do homework of better quality. I am going to spend a lot more time in coffee houses which is sad, but if you want to come with me, call me. I want to go for walks because no one does that anymore, how sad. Life is sad with this internet thing. Damn.
I am just so annoyed with the direction my life has gone, that I want to scream. I sit around and listen to people complain about their relationships and ask me for advice. They ask ME. Let me tell you a little something about me... I have NO luck with guys at all. I would not come asking me for advice if I were you. Look at Brandon... Fuck that is all I have to say.
In baby news incase you livejournal hoes were wondering... I am 18 weeks today and I feel him move around a lot. I decided on the name Landon. I don't know a middle name, but Thomas is the last. Landon Thomas. How adorable. Whatever.
I am done, see you all in about two weeks. Good luck with everything.
- A
I am just so annoyed with the direction my life has gone, that I want to scream. I sit around and listen to people complain about their relationships and ask me for advice. They ask ME. Let me tell you a little something about me... I have NO luck with guys at all. I would not come asking me for advice if I were you. Look at Brandon... Fuck that is all I have to say.
In baby news incase you livejournal hoes were wondering... I am 18 weeks today and I feel him move around a lot. I decided on the name Landon. I don't know a middle name, but Thomas is the last. Landon Thomas. How adorable. Whatever.
I am done, see you all in about two weeks. Good luck with everything.
- A