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[alliygater]

i'm so bad at stuff
i seriously fucked up so bad this time
i'm afraid of whats going to happen

i like you
at least i think i do

i'm so excited for this weekend
if it doesn't work out i WILL cry
this decision -needs- to be made
even though i'm pretty sure what i'm going to choose
but you can never be too sure

i really hope i don't regret this
no matter what i choose i'll regret it though

it's funny whne you want something for SO long, and seriously so long
and then you finally get it, and you don't want it anymore
i'm so afraid because i just..can't do this
it's so perfect, SO perfect
i just can't

and i'm so nervous that my expectations are too high
i KNOW they are
but i don't care, i just want it to happen

steven rees is an asshole
he deserves to be stepped on
no right to say that shit about me

ugh i'm such a..whore
i hate myself

school is good, better then i expected it to be
today was monday and i didn't even care taht much
the only thign that bothers me is waking up, classes aren't even bad

i'm moving october 1st
and no parties this time, which sucks

i can't wait for halloween
it's gonna be sexy
but actually

ok this is dumb, i'm gone
byebyeee