What Next?
So far summer has been good...I've gone to Kings Island and the Newport Aquarium which is so over-rated. It was nice but everyone makes it out to be something Huge...it's not. The trip was fun none the less. The last couple of days seem as a blur in my memory. Everythign was done so quickly. Speaking of quickly I am on the brink of turning 16 on the 19th of July. It seems like just yesterday I was at the IWA old Venue on My birthday having Prazak announce it to everyone that I have just turned 14. Everything seems to happen so fast. It also feels that like just yesterday I was meeting one of the most important people im my life which happend a litte over a year ago. And I cannot wait for him to return so I can tell him how much of a difference he has made and how he has encouraged and motivated me to be the best I can be in every aspect. I have also recently started to talk to someone who I haven't talked to in a little over a year, And this person used to be a little on the aggressive side towards me. And not knowing who I was he has been talking to me like I was the last female on earth. It is amazing what a year can do to someone's Body and personality. That has happened a lot in the past few weeks. I have been re-united with people I havent talked to in such a long time and they find out how much I have changed...for the good...I have also started to realize who I really am and what I want out of life. It is amazing what staying up late and just thinking about stuff can do to your mind. I have grown so much in the last month or so it's unbelieveable. I never thought I'd be the way I am today. I have some of the best friends anyone could ask for who are there for me whenever I need tham and they have been for a few years now. I love them so much and I am so thankful for having such great friends.
On to other things
I have recently Dyed my hair a red-ish purple with purle-ish black under that. I am considering changing it again to a bolder color. PURPLE. It will only be temporary. Maybe last a few weeks. Then after that I'm thinking of going back to my natural color for a month or so. I love changing my hair for the simple fact that it's one of the only ways I can express myself and be different. Because I cannot express myself with the clothes I wear because everyone around here shops at the same stores or at stores that are very similar. And a lot of people at my school have their hair the same as someone else, and I'm tired of looking like other people. I have dyed my hair orange before and I loved the attention I received from it. Everyone was amazed that someone like me would make such a dramatic change. But I love shocking people. And the more people there are that call me a "freak" the happeir I am for the simple fact that they are exactly like everyone else because they dont that the courage to look differnt and try new things. But I think I'm done ranting and raving about my changes and so forth, 'Til later days my fellow "freaks"
"wave your freak flag high" - Jimi Hendrix
PLUR
*~!SAM!~*
On to other things
I have recently Dyed my hair a red-ish purple with purle-ish black under that. I am considering changing it again to a bolder color. PURPLE. It will only be temporary. Maybe last a few weeks. Then after that I'm thinking of going back to my natural color for a month or so. I love changing my hair for the simple fact that it's one of the only ways I can express myself and be different. Because I cannot express myself with the clothes I wear because everyone around here shops at the same stores or at stores that are very similar. And a lot of people at my school have their hair the same as someone else, and I'm tired of looking like other people. I have dyed my hair orange before and I loved the attention I received from it. Everyone was amazed that someone like me would make such a dramatic change. But I love shocking people. And the more people there are that call me a "freak" the happeir I am for the simple fact that they are exactly like everyone else because they dont that the courage to look differnt and try new things. But I think I'm done ranting and raving about my changes and so forth, 'Til later days my fellow "freaks"
"wave your freak flag high" - Jimi Hendrix
PLUR
*~!SAM!~*