Life
Life is going pretty good for the most part. A few glitches here and there but over-all good. The one I love is currently in Iraq...which is one of those glitches but with this one, it never goes away unlike the others that periodically fade away...some return and others...well they usually return too. I've had a few guy problems in the past few months that I honestly can't help. This guy...the one in iraq was adored by my best friend. Then one day he was on his way home which is almost 13 hours away I called him to make sure he didn't fall asleep behind the wheal, thinking of him and my friend...and his family too of course. But then he told me that we could not talk everyday which was perfectly fine with me, I was only talking to him so he wouldn't fall asleep...Well I had talked to him for about 6 hours that night, and what else is there to talk about with someone you don't really know, other that your life story...So we started talkin' and we kind of bonded. I didn't think anything of it, because as I mentioned prior he said we weren't going to talk to each other every day. The next day the phone rang...it was him, I was VERY stunned, he saud we weren't going to talk, that day we talked for about 3 hours, this went on for several weeks, no, I should say months, we talked to each other EVERYDAY FOR MONTHS, after awhile I had forgotten what he looked like, but I was very much attracted to him, for his personality. which for me is a big thing. Apparently he was attracted to me as well. My friend was gradually getting jealous of our "relationship" which really wasn't much of anything except for some lustful conversations...EVERYNIGHT...But we started to like each other more and more, Honestly I wasn't lookin for any type of relationship, unless it was a sort of brother/sister thing, But I slowly developed feelings for him, literally on accident, unintentionally. I swear. But she got mad, and started to hate me, but we're good now and she claims to not have any feelings for him what so ever, but I think she does.
Then last weekend I hand a "party" type thing, and one of my other friends came over and so did the guy she likes...and from the paragraph above, you probably know where this is going...anyways...I was doing a lot of stuff to not get him to like me...but it back-fired, and me and her were sittin there and he starts texting me and is like Sam I like you not her, of course I was OVERLY heart broker, because this is the 2nd time this has happened, I told her so many times that I am sorry, and I truely am because I don't even remotely like this guy...but he still has these weird feeling for me...
And now the girl from the first story found another Marine she likes and she doesn't want to hook up with him until I meet him to make sure he wont suddenly change his mind about her and move to me...LIKE EVERYONE ELSE...that makes me feel terrible that she wants me to meet him basically to see if I'm gonna steel him from her...But now I don't know what to do and I'm meeting this dude tomorrow...wish me luck that he doesn't like me...I've never said that before...
Then last weekend I hand a "party" type thing, and one of my other friends came over and so did the guy she likes...and from the paragraph above, you probably know where this is going...anyways...I was doing a lot of stuff to not get him to like me...but it back-fired, and me and her were sittin there and he starts texting me and is like Sam I like you not her, of course I was OVERLY heart broker, because this is the 2nd time this has happened, I told her so many times that I am sorry, and I truely am because I don't even remotely like this guy...but he still has these weird feeling for me...
And now the girl from the first story found another Marine she likes and she doesn't want to hook up with him until I meet him to make sure he wont suddenly change his mind about her and move to me...LIKE EVERYONE ELSE...that makes me feel terrible that she wants me to meet him basically to see if I'm gonna steel him from her...But now I don't know what to do and I'm meeting this dude tomorrow...wish me luck that he doesn't like me...I've never said that before...