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so last night was suppost to be fun here in saginaw but all that shit went out the window when my cousin and darc and i all went to the bar man shit happened i ran into nicole and her new g.f what fun that was she is a singer in a band oh what a groupie nicole has become anyways her new girl was play'n at the bar and i was dance'n with my cousin and then he had to pee as beer does to everyone and so i went and stood and was going to wait for him until i got pushed into the girls bathroom with by nicole and then the next thing i know is that the owner of the bar and nicole's new girl are standing at the door while nicole is talkin to me and the owner grabs my beer and then tells me that i have to leave the bar and i was like i was just standing here and got pushed in the bar by this girl and he was like i am sorry and that is not the story that i heard and let me stay and i was like ok and then after the bar i called nicole and mel answered the phone and was like i told you not to call here and we got into this big fight about nothing and then my sister elena grabs the phone and tells that girl not to call the house and then mel fucked up and said that she was going to kill my sister and then shit started with them i think that i am all done talkin to nicole she does nothing but hurt me and lead me on like she has always done i just wish that she would make up her mind on what she really wants i know now is the time that i need to move on it has been awhile and i need to get over it all and start over with someone new it is just really hard to do but it is either do that or kill myself try'n to be with someone that is full of games well that is all that i have to say for right now