man it has been awhile
okies so it has been awhile that i have not worte in my journal what a bad girl that i have been but that is what happens when you work and pay bills man i thought that i forgot what that was like until now but anyways i am going to have a good weekend i have it off and i have alot of things that i have to get done i am going to go to saginaw and see tommy and jasmine and the new baby what fun that should be then i am going to go to flint and see jaime which should be fun happy birthday to you and then i have to get a room so i can stay the night with nicole that should be different i haven't yet decided if i am going to do that or not but i want to see her and get her that tv that she needs for her new place i guess the reason that i am doing that is her mom once told me that i would never be able to take care of her like her mom and dad do i just want her to see that even if i am not with her daughter that i can still take care of her just like they can with honest money that i work hard for i know that alot of people think that i am crazy but i am still going to stick to my word and prove my point well i hope that everything goes well with nicole and i hope when she reads this that she knows that there will be no sex if i do decided to get a room i just want to hold her and be next to her i am doing good on not having sex it has been almost 3 months and i am doing good and everyone knows how reads this that i am a every sexual peson it has been like being in a bed of needles well that is all that i have to say on that and so if stephie didn't get my message Happy Birthday Sunshine and i hope that you had a good one well that is all that i have to say for now peace out dogg