Dec 18, 2004 00:27
I dunno if its cause of midterms and being sick, or what, but I feel really depressed lately. And I hate feeling depressed, and I've been feeling that way for so long lately. That's prolly what's making me so sick lately. I don't usually like telling people how I feel when I am, because I know that people besides me get depressed too, and that they don't want to or have time to deal with my problems, no matter how much they care. And they usually actually have good reasons to be depressed. And that doesn't bother me at all, because even if I wanted to, I couldn't discuss most of my problems. Anyways, I just thought that if I wrote it out for once, maybe it'd help.
Yesterday I went out with Adam, Emily, Brad, and Erica for lunch, then we ended up at Brad's to watch Dogma. I really love that movie. Especially the Metatron. Emily had to get home early, so we left right after that, and Brad drove everyone home.
Today I'm supposed to go see Finding Neverland with Laura. Which I've wanted to see for the longest time. But I should go christmas shopping, because there are so many people I need to get stuff for aside from my family. It's so weird, last year there wheren't many I needed gifts for, but this year I'm gonna get everyone...ah, well I can't tell you guys that. =P
I already got Adam's though. Kinda. He wanted that sweater at Old Navy, so I bought it for him. But now I feel weird, because I didn't get to pick something out, and wrap it or surprise him and give it to him for his birthday/christmas.
I wish it was winter break already. ^_^;