So confused...

Jul 09, 2007 15:34

So, i don't thinkg she wants to go. I think she's just telling me she does because she feels as thought she has to, which is completly not true. I just wish she would tell me whether or not what I think is true. I feel like I'm taking her away form where she feels she needs to be right now. There's a lot going on and they think I don't understand. Well, although i personally haven't been through exactly what they're going through, I've been thorugh a similar situation. I understand how she feels and if she didn't want to come. I just hope that when the time rolls around she won't hestiate to leave for college because she feels as though something will happen when she;s not here that she could've changed. I don't know. I'm just talking and babbling while she's on the phone and locked in her parents bedroom, but I think I just needed to say it. I hope she reads this in time and doesn't think that I'm guilting her into going. I would love more than anything to share the one place on this earth that i love so much with her, but if she doesn't think that she's ready to leave...so be it.

In which case I should figure out a ride situation.
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