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I have ZERO self esteem as it is..
and worst of all im hearing shit
that I really dont want to hear..
I feel like I dont mean shit to anyone
anymore.. I try to do my best for EVERYONE..
and I feel so worthless.. sometimes I wish
I would just disappear.. I wonder what it
would be like if I wasnt even here anymore..
what if I died tomarrow? How would people
respond to that? Whatever.. you can't trust
anyone anymore I guess..
and worst of all im hearing shit
that I really dont want to hear..
I feel like I dont mean shit to anyone
anymore.. I try to do my best for EVERYONE..
and I feel so worthless.. sometimes I wish
I would just disappear.. I wonder what it
would be like if I wasnt even here anymore..
what if I died tomarrow? How would people
respond to that? Whatever.. you can't trust
anyone anymore I guess..