boyfriend troubles
Okay so i broke up with my boyfriend a week ago
Im pretty happy about it
I wasnt happy in the relationship anymore
I needed something new
and i need to have fun!
He only wanted to stay at home all the time
and he had no ambitions
His parents raised him as a spoiled brat that cant do anything
Seriously they dont let him do anything and as a result of that everything you say is an I cant do that!
I hate that!
I have always been taught that cant is not a word and that you can do anything you set your mind to
which is true!
I can do anything i decide i want to do
and he doesnt think that way
and it made me so mad
But hes taking it really hard
we were pretty serious he was talking about getting married and all this crap
im 19
im not ready
so yeah and i didnt want to hurt him more by dragging out a relationship that just wasnt working
but now
His best friend had a car accident
And i think he died
Im not sure cuz im not in contatct with him
its too hard for him and me
but That really upsets me
I dont want him to be hurt
but i cant go back to him
i just dont know what to do!
And i went to the fair last night on a date with a new guy
and guess who i saw there!
It was horrible
i felt bad
cuz i just cant hurt someone
And he started crying
and i just have had to not think about it
But i have to be happy
I Have to
And im happy being single lol
a little bored maybe but happy
So idk
any advice would be appriciated
sorry if this isall over the place
thats how i am right now all over the place lol
Im pretty happy about it
I wasnt happy in the relationship anymore
I needed something new
and i need to have fun!
He only wanted to stay at home all the time
and he had no ambitions
His parents raised him as a spoiled brat that cant do anything
Seriously they dont let him do anything and as a result of that everything you say is an I cant do that!
I hate that!
I have always been taught that cant is not a word and that you can do anything you set your mind to
which is true!
I can do anything i decide i want to do
and he doesnt think that way
and it made me so mad
But hes taking it really hard
we were pretty serious he was talking about getting married and all this crap
im 19
im not ready
so yeah and i didnt want to hurt him more by dragging out a relationship that just wasnt working
but now
His best friend had a car accident
And i think he died
Im not sure cuz im not in contatct with him
its too hard for him and me
but That really upsets me
I dont want him to be hurt
but i cant go back to him
i just dont know what to do!
And i went to the fair last night on a date with a new guy
and guess who i saw there!
It was horrible
i felt bad
cuz i just cant hurt someone
And he started crying
and i just have had to not think about it
But i have to be happy
I Have to
And im happy being single lol
a little bored maybe but happy
So idk
any advice would be appriciated
sorry if this isall over the place
thats how i am right now all over the place lol