what's happenin??????
WHAT’S HAPPENIN??????
Hi buddys! I have not written in a while, and people are talking bout me a lot right now and it’s starting a bunch of lies… I hate people when then get in other peoples lives and start nothing but rumors…. So ive decided to tell the truth, that way when you hear stupid people talking about me you will know what is true and what is a load of shit.
I’m going to start from the beginning, I have had a lot of shit happen to me in the past couple of years, its been nothing but a bunch of stress and mostly sHiT. Weeeeelllllllll
In all the sHiT I started to get depressed, it wasn’t bad at first, it was like I was sad one minute and I didn’t want to go anywhere and I avoided people A LOT!! Then something good happened in my life, then it went to ShIt and then another good thing happened and it went to sHiT and the pattern kept on going and going and so on and so on. Well just to let everyone know I wasn’t in a mental institution, I DID NOT try to kill myself, I LOVE MY LIFE, I just thought everyone should know that. I LOVE all my friends, family, school, enemies, GOD, and I would not change anything in my life, I mean ya ive done a lot of messed up sHiT and have regretted it but it’s the past and guess what???? You cant change the past!!!!! You can only move on and prepare for the future…… and that’s what im adoin. Its kinda like in the movie along came polly when his wife gets caught with the guy that has the scuba classes( nice BoDy lol ;)) and he told the story of the hippo…. Well if you have never seen or hurd what im talking about its ok, basically it means that you cant change who you are, the hippo tried to be a zebra and a lepord I THINK or something like that( its been I while since ive seen the movie MY BAD DOGG) anyways the point is you cant change who you really are inside even if you change the outside. Well guess what you guys, I tried to change the outside because I wasn’t happy with myself, and it didn’t make matters any better being depressed. But I thought that was the only thing I had control of, the outside. I started to do some crazy ShIt……and eventually I got sick. But I thought I would be ok. But I wasn’t, and I thank GOD that my mom noticed. And I told her.
Well there is a plus side to all of this, and one of the lessons I have learned is who my true friends are and the ones who really don’t give a ShIt about me. And all I can really say is THANKS MUCHES;) well I know people will probably think of me different from now on but that’s your loss not mine, I have tryed so hard to be nice to everyone and forgive everyone that has done wrong to me and guess what im still doing it. I don’t want any enemies, I just want to have friends who I can trust. And ive figured out who they are. The ones who love me no matter what, and who continue to have faith in me. Well im going to go know ive said all I can say at the point and know that if you ever need anyone to talk to that im here for ya.i know people probably have alot of questions and dont be scared to ask me. and don’t be scared to talk to me…. I know how it feels. And ill say it again always keep the faith…….and really that’s all you need.FAITH. Except for a really HoTT guy with a six pack and.....hahaha lol jk jk. Love yas ByE ByE aLLiSoNrAcHeL
Hi buddys! I have not written in a while, and people are talking bout me a lot right now and it’s starting a bunch of lies… I hate people when then get in other peoples lives and start nothing but rumors…. So ive decided to tell the truth, that way when you hear stupid people talking about me you will know what is true and what is a load of shit.
I’m going to start from the beginning, I have had a lot of shit happen to me in the past couple of years, its been nothing but a bunch of stress and mostly sHiT. Weeeeelllllllll
In all the sHiT I started to get depressed, it wasn’t bad at first, it was like I was sad one minute and I didn’t want to go anywhere and I avoided people A LOT!! Then something good happened in my life, then it went to ShIt and then another good thing happened and it went to sHiT and the pattern kept on going and going and so on and so on. Well just to let everyone know I wasn’t in a mental institution, I DID NOT try to kill myself, I LOVE MY LIFE, I just thought everyone should know that. I LOVE all my friends, family, school, enemies, GOD, and I would not change anything in my life, I mean ya ive done a lot of messed up sHiT and have regretted it but it’s the past and guess what???? You cant change the past!!!!! You can only move on and prepare for the future…… and that’s what im adoin. Its kinda like in the movie along came polly when his wife gets caught with the guy that has the scuba classes( nice BoDy lol ;)) and he told the story of the hippo…. Well if you have never seen or hurd what im talking about its ok, basically it means that you cant change who you are, the hippo tried to be a zebra and a lepord I THINK or something like that( its been I while since ive seen the movie MY BAD DOGG) anyways the point is you cant change who you really are inside even if you change the outside. Well guess what you guys, I tried to change the outside because I wasn’t happy with myself, and it didn’t make matters any better being depressed. But I thought that was the only thing I had control of, the outside. I started to do some crazy ShIt……and eventually I got sick. But I thought I would be ok. But I wasn’t, and I thank GOD that my mom noticed. And I told her.
Well there is a plus side to all of this, and one of the lessons I have learned is who my true friends are and the ones who really don’t give a ShIt about me. And all I can really say is THANKS MUCHES;) well I know people will probably think of me different from now on but that’s your loss not mine, I have tryed so hard to be nice to everyone and forgive everyone that has done wrong to me and guess what im still doing it. I don’t want any enemies, I just want to have friends who I can trust. And ive figured out who they are. The ones who love me no matter what, and who continue to have faith in me. Well im going to go know ive said all I can say at the point and know that if you ever need anyone to talk to that im here for ya.i know people probably have alot of questions and dont be scared to ask me. and don’t be scared to talk to me…. I know how it feels. And ill say it again always keep the faith…….and really that’s all you need.FAITH. Except for a really HoTT guy with a six pack and.....hahaha lol jk jk. Love yas ByE ByE aLLiSoNrAcHeL