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its been probably almost about a year since i've posted in here. but i figured, why the hell not. i've got a lot on my mind.
lately things have been hectic, i've been making terrible decisions and horrible mistakes leading to paths of distrust and hostility. every day its a new adventure of who hates me that day for whatever i did/did not do to them.
i'm sorry, i'm human. and i make mistakes. especially within the last month. i apologize to anyone i ever hurt and i apologize to everyone who now has to see me differently and worry about what i will do to them. this isn't the case.
i like this boy. so stupid of me to do so. he has a girlfreind. not like that even means anything to him. what the hell happend to when people actually fucking cared about what they were doing? why cant anyone be loyal? cant trust anyone anymore. why like a boy who you know isnt loyal? you think you want him for you but if you had him he would do the same thing to you. cant help it though.
i'm done playing the backstabbing game wth dani. we are best freinds and that is that. and i'm going to be there for her when she needs it and i'm going to try to open myself up more to her because i know i'm a brick and i shut out the world.
goooodnight!
lately things have been hectic, i've been making terrible decisions and horrible mistakes leading to paths of distrust and hostility. every day its a new adventure of who hates me that day for whatever i did/did not do to them.
i'm sorry, i'm human. and i make mistakes. especially within the last month. i apologize to anyone i ever hurt and i apologize to everyone who now has to see me differently and worry about what i will do to them. this isn't the case.
i like this boy. so stupid of me to do so. he has a girlfreind. not like that even means anything to him. what the hell happend to when people actually fucking cared about what they were doing? why cant anyone be loyal? cant trust anyone anymore. why like a boy who you know isnt loyal? you think you want him for you but if you had him he would do the same thing to you. cant help it though.
i'm done playing the backstabbing game wth dani. we are best freinds and that is that. and i'm going to be there for her when she needs it and i'm going to try to open myself up more to her because i know i'm a brick and i shut out the world.
goooodnight!