Jul 26, 2006 23:50
i had fun last night.
for once i had fun.
we all hung out. it reminded me of the old times. when we were all friends. things changed. people changed, so there for, things changed.
im in a shitty mood. nothing at all is right at the moment. maybe i shouldn't have talked to that kid earlier today. blah, he makes me think. think weird things, i hate it. it's just my mood thats all. ill eventually shut up about it and get over it.
i can't stop smoking cigarettes and i fuckin hate it. make me stop i fuckin hate it. smoke, drink water, smoke, eat, smoke watch tv, smoke drink water. i fuckin hate it.
im mixed up right now. confused. a mess. all of that. im stupid. i make mistakes, over and over again. i suck.
i hate the people here. all i want to do is go somewhere.
im going to smoke, i really fucking hate it.
on a goodnote, im going to the book store soon. im going to the bookstore and im going to buy books.