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i dont really know who i am or what i'm doing anymore and it scares me. i used to be so sure of myself. i knew exactly what i wanted to do and i never doubted myself. now i just don't know anything. i used to be so excited for college and now i dont even know if i really want to go. my self-confidence is non-existant, and i honestly feel like i'm not good enough for colleges. i dont want to leave manchester but i'm not sure why. i wouldn't be missing out on anything because i seriously dont have a single friend here anyways. this is not at all how i hoped this year would turn out. i miss last year, a lot.
p.s. i would really like to talk to you, in person. if you are willing, please call me.
thanks.
p.s. i would really like to talk to you, in person. if you are willing, please call me.
thanks.