the_bigshow: 2.12 Pleasure without conscience
2.12 3 B. Pleasure without conscience
-- Follows THIS [NSFW RP]
If you were to ask House, Chase or Foreman to describe me, the term ‘girly’ would likely come into it in some capacity. Maybe even ‘soft’ would be littered around the description too. But even the softest people can have a fun side of them and fuck, did I have fun.
I’ve chatted to people online in the past. Flirting is usually inevitable. But I just don’t know what it was about him. Normally I wouldn’t be so forward like that. Okay, that’s not entirely accurate. Normally I wouldn’t be so forward with intention to follow through. My conscience usually kicks in and I back off and fall into my little bubble of random dating and little to no sex life. I meant it when I said to Chase all those months ago that dating and finding The One just seemed like a fantasy. Really, it’s what got us into the whole “no strings” mess. We got too caught up in misread feelings and nearly lost each other in the process.
To be entirely honest, I haven’t really been with anyone since I split with Chase. And yeah, it’s been a little bit painful to see him fall head over for Rogue. Not because I don’t like Rogue. I do, in fact I absolutely adore her. It’s because Chase has been the most reliable and constant presence in my life for four years. He was always single and I was always single. He was like my fall back security blanket and now all of a sudden, he’s Rogue’s security blanket and I’m just feeling a little cold without it.
But I wouldn’t go so far as to say it was an issue. I’m not jealous of them. I’d just like a warm body to cuddle up to at night, too. Maybe that was part of the reason I responded how I did to Logan, though I doubt it. He had me hooked from the minute he started flirting with me, and I have a thing for bad boys. Who can fucking blame me? It’s the fact I also have a naughty side that most don’t seem to realise. Chase got a glimpse of it, though when I was with him, we were more just in the tear our clothes off as quick as we fucking can realm. We knew each other too well for there to really be any punch or shocking spontaneous passion behind the interactions. The sex was fantastic. Chase is brilliant in bed, but we knew each other too well; we were too familiar. That should have probably clued us in, but hey, shit happens.
So, sue me. I wanted to be fucked and I wanted to be fucked damn bloody well. It’s been nearly four months since I had sex. Chase backed right off when he started getting serious with Rogue, understandably so. I just never bothered with finding an alternative. When Logan started flirting with me and had that rough edge I love in a guy, I knew I was going to follow through. And I knew I was going to do it without a care in the world. Granted, I almost faltered when I realised he knew Rogue, but not even that was enough to stop me. If he was anything like he talked up online, I was going to be shagged senseless and I was going to love every bloody second of it.
I left my conscience at the door and went to New York to spend the night with the mysterious Logan. And holy FUCK. He gave me everything and left me wanting more.
I want more and, goddamnit, I’m going to get it.
[Chase is chasemd, Rogue is justalilcontact, and Logan is hrtsevrytime]
Muse | Dr. Allison Cameron
Fandom | House, M.D.
Word Count | 612
-- Follows THIS [NSFW RP]
If you were to ask House, Chase or Foreman to describe me, the term ‘girly’ would likely come into it in some capacity. Maybe even ‘soft’ would be littered around the description too. But even the softest people can have a fun side of them and fuck, did I have fun.
I’ve chatted to people online in the past. Flirting is usually inevitable. But I just don’t know what it was about him. Normally I wouldn’t be so forward like that. Okay, that’s not entirely accurate. Normally I wouldn’t be so forward with intention to follow through. My conscience usually kicks in and I back off and fall into my little bubble of random dating and little to no sex life. I meant it when I said to Chase all those months ago that dating and finding The One just seemed like a fantasy. Really, it’s what got us into the whole “no strings” mess. We got too caught up in misread feelings and nearly lost each other in the process.
To be entirely honest, I haven’t really been with anyone since I split with Chase. And yeah, it’s been a little bit painful to see him fall head over for Rogue. Not because I don’t like Rogue. I do, in fact I absolutely adore her. It’s because Chase has been the most reliable and constant presence in my life for four years. He was always single and I was always single. He was like my fall back security blanket and now all of a sudden, he’s Rogue’s security blanket and I’m just feeling a little cold without it.
But I wouldn’t go so far as to say it was an issue. I’m not jealous of them. I’d just like a warm body to cuddle up to at night, too. Maybe that was part of the reason I responded how I did to Logan, though I doubt it. He had me hooked from the minute he started flirting with me, and I have a thing for bad boys. Who can fucking blame me? It’s the fact I also have a naughty side that most don’t seem to realise. Chase got a glimpse of it, though when I was with him, we were more just in the tear our clothes off as quick as we fucking can realm. We knew each other too well for there to really be any punch or shocking spontaneous passion behind the interactions. The sex was fantastic. Chase is brilliant in bed, but we knew each other too well; we were too familiar. That should have probably clued us in, but hey, shit happens.
So, sue me. I wanted to be fucked and I wanted to be fucked damn bloody well. It’s been nearly four months since I had sex. Chase backed right off when he started getting serious with Rogue, understandably so. I just never bothered with finding an alternative. When Logan started flirting with me and had that rough edge I love in a guy, I knew I was going to follow through. And I knew I was going to do it without a care in the world. Granted, I almost faltered when I realised he knew Rogue, but not even that was enough to stop me. If he was anything like he talked up online, I was going to be shagged senseless and I was going to love every bloody second of it.
I left my conscience at the door and went to New York to spend the night with the mysterious Logan. And holy FUCK. He gave me everything and left me wanting more.
I want more and, goddamnit, I’m going to get it.
[Chase is chasemd, Rogue is justalilcontact, and Logan is hrtsevrytime]
Muse | Dr. Allison Cameron
Fandom | House, M.D.
Word Count | 612