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I still cannot get used to this speed of change. And that it even took place. My body like aches from sadness but at the same time I'm just super annoyed. I can't believe I didn't think it would happen. I wish things would go back to being likeable but at the same time I'm ready to just let it go. But it is crazypainful.. I guess nothing is ever "for sure."
A customer came in Barnes and Noble yesterday and turns out she used to be one of the most upbeat regulars that we have. But when she came in Stacie like gasped and I looked and this girl was in a wheelchair and had this huge brace around her body. She told us about how she had cancer and they removed it all and in about six months she should be back to normal again. It was crazy cause she looked so pitiful, but yet you could tell she was so strong about it and just so radiant still. It was completely awesome. Stacie and I were both like in awe after she left. Stacie paid for her drink. God i love stacie.
I was coming home from work and someone hit me and then sped off. It was so weird. Like I don't even know how to explain it. But it was an experience. Like I don't even know what happened...well I do...but I don't. I told you I couldn't explain it. Whatever. It didn't even get me down. I guess I'm immune to wrecks. But then I saw Daylee Downs had been in a wreck and I got all upset. I guess that shows I do care for some people. Yay, I'm becoming a normal human being.
Jordan said he might come home tomorrow and I'll get a Jordan hug Ü Ü He gives the best hugs.